28~11~2006

managed to take the day off and take a breath...insufficient sleep, dark rings etc. you name it, i have it...this girl by the intial we gave, zaobao was weird yesterday during work...very in fact. Asked me super weirdo questions that i am lost myself...least expected or at least not from her so soon...so my usual style came upon me..., " ermm...haha...need to go toilet....hau" *making a fast escape to toilet* haha...nice one yea? haha...going kayaking later before hitting the books for the first time and of course i will see my mood after kayaking before thinking if i should study...heard from tat that sarizah might follow us up...so is it tay or sari ??? but it's ok, i love suprises, will find out that day itself on 2nd jan yea? seem rather normal in term of my mood these days...no fluctuation which is good...hope it will continue to be like that...yesterday's work was rather enjoyable...everything i said, my colleagues will laugh....i wonder is it me that is funny or is it they are abit hysterical?? haha...the latter seemed more right....

27~11~2006

oh...it's long since i last updated...sorry guys...saying so, i just have to say working just takes up all the time now...physically demanding job such that you have to stand for eight hours...still trying to get use...gtg...running late for work le...gonna update real soon yea? haha...

22~11~2006

was suppose to be working today but had to attend my sister's graduation ceremony at Ritz Carlton...last minute had to take the day off...and poor wei li has to stand in to relieve me...kinda shy and introvert but hopefully you are doing fine...rushed down to brief him this morning and headed to city hall to attend the ceremony...she did us proud by getting top 15 in singapore...you go girl...haha...many find graduation a happy occasion but i do beg to differ...to me, it is rather sad occasion as it marks the end of your studyinpath which is suppositedly be the best time of your life where you can really enjoy....graduation also makes the beginning of a new chapter: the working life...currently she is already working with an accounting firm as an auditor...back to what i was saying...only when you begin working, you are truely facing the real meaning of life, the obstacles in life...conversely, if you can make the best out of it...it will definitely be a time you would enjoy most...feeling blue these days...trying my best to be happy!!! :-))))

20~11~2006

yozz...today was the best day of the week...i would say...the day started nicely with me going for my bowling training at chevron...it's nice to meet up with GZ, khai, kel etc. after so long...since it was our formal training of the year...the coach set aside most of the time for proper games instead of pratising spares etc. the coach himself even joined us for games...first time...Ezekial did really well...he got seven straight strikes in a row...and that literally make many jaw-dropped...haha...we went IMM for lunch with the usual bowling gang peez and chatted more than we eat...we splitted after lunch into two groups, one many to rent VCDs for the movie marathon while the other is in charge of buying snacks...i belong to the latter group...walked under the rain...damn nice despite the fact that i am already down with a cold and cough...it really daring of me...haha...bought alot of snacks and we actually went hik house to get some stuff...her mum was so hospitable and were constantly bringing food to us...haha...we were like Diao...too much...haha...we played mahjong, watched American pie, the shutter (half-way).......left earlier with kelvin for dinner at jurong point, quite a sudden decision cos we were thinking of eating at home...chatted men's stuff throughout the long long journey home...like clubbing, gals...etc....haha...that's some much i can say...haha...

20~11~2006

today took off because there is bowling training...think i am the only one going cos some going OBS, some oversea, working etc... guess what, i am suppose to reach there by 10.30 and i am still home now...apparently i will be late cos i am staying at YCK-hougang while the training is held at jurong...haha...feeling lethargic and guess will be taking a taxi half-way before changing to a bus...haha...today's training will contain an extra significance to it....first being the last official ( i say official because i am very sure i will be bowling unofficiallyon my own ) training for the year and also to see ezekial off....what a waste...he is a nice cap...but all thanks to the education system is singapore....so strict la...arGhhZz...anyway...got to be running along before i am fine for being 10 mins late....*zoom*

19~11~2006

today was kinda my off-day cos i have hikari standing in for work for me today...haha...so went out with friends and parents...went visiting too....today was one of my relative's son "guo da li", i don't know what it is called in english but basically, it a traditon where the groom actually goes to the bride's house to send some jewelleries, pastries...etc...saw how big the diamond were and i literally went jaw-drop...but to retain some class....i chose to say...oh, it's beautiful and walked away...haha....the two jack russell at their house were hyper-active...keep licking me...infact it actually lick my lip too...*sob sob* i gave my first to..........................................a dog??? haha...went to wash immediately...arGhhZZ...walked to orchard after that, they live quite near orchard...at airveiw tower? yup...then went to do some shopping with parents...my mum spent a bit to attend my sister's graduation ceremony on 22 and i did benefited...bought myself a nice shirt, bag and hugo boss perfume...when i get my pay...i am going to buy a new wallet...yay...it's kinda old-looking as said by my friend...ahem ahem...try searching one from guess this afternoon...but dun have...shit!!! it's ok...went to check out hikari to check if she is adapting well and stuff and some administration stuff since my bro is busy with other outlets and i have to keep the show running...Hikari and company asked if i wana join them at seoul garden this evening...but ka, cannot sia, not feeling well...cough and cold...i know!!! weird combi...ahha...yup...saw leon this afternoon too at food republic...but i think he's not wearing his spectacles la...had trouble finding me...haha...heard that the class is having a number of outings this month but many are working...yup...NY peez are having their chalet cum bbq tml...but i will give it a miss since tml already promised to go bowling and movie marathon at her house...came home after visiting hikari...she is doing fine...better than i expected...GOOD!!! keep it up man...was catching up with penny earlier on about her attachment and she seem to like it...except for the very fact that the paper cutting machine has given her a big fright...other than that...she is doing fine...from her voice, can hear how excited she is going to taiwan this thurs...she is going for a week man...shiok...poor me had to be working...haiz...enjoy yourself man...ha...so much about me...was kinda bad mood today...and had to buy things to make me happy...was talking with hikari over tea and she was saying, "bad, bad...this is bad..." she told me to be happy was to stop buying...like real...haha...but i am happy she said my shirt was nice...haha...although she said my new bag's colour weren't that nice...but it's ok...i love it...good enough!!! haha...bowling tml will be our last official bowling too...sad sad...it will also be the last day our captain will be with pjc, he is leaving...he is a nice chap...remember when i first went for bowling trials...how afraid i was...he actually calmed me down...i wish u all the best in your future endeavour...take care lots...there's a surprise in store for you tomorrow...haha...shhh!!! don't ask...it's meant to be a surprise...

17~11~2006

Working full-time now...and might not have the luxury to blog as and when i want to...i hate promoting products...they make my legs ache cos such a job who require you to stand for at least eight hours and up...as u guys might have known, i worked in this shopping mall when more than 80% of the shoppers are caucasians...and especially when they don't speak american english which i only know....i would have problem understanding what they are asking me...hence in most cases, i would tell that person this, " oh...sorry, our shop don't carry this product..." typical answer...today had been a really busy day for me...managed to sell out at least 50 boxes of my products and the managers said i am office-ppl-killer...haha...need to copy two product list cause there's some last minute amendments to the price which makes me busy and occupied for almost 3 hours...time passed really fast...enjoyed my time spent there....hope u guys are enjoying your holidays too...do share with me your holidays plan...haha...tata...

16~11~2006

yup...heading for bowling training soon...but maybe not at CSC...distance is the factor...read the email that Tat sent...rather A lei...but there was a good twist to it...A few questions to share:

Teacher: You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.
Boy.: Tent

Teacher: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first.
Boy.: Wedding Ring

Teacher: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy.: Nose
Teacher: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy.: Arrow

Teacher: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?
Boy.: Firetruck

Teacher: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you dont get it u have to use ur hand.
Boy.: Fork

Teacher: What is it that all men have one of it's longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?
Boy.: SURNAME

Teacher: What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love ?
Boy.: HEART.

Is it me that is thinking too much or other answers come to our minds when given such questions??? *chuckles*

15~11~2006

Heyo!!! been rather busy these days...for those of you who know...i am training hard on bowling with my dad at CSC these days...he has taken a few days off and we both thought bowling might be quite enjoyable yea...have been going there for three consecutive days...i think...pratising and stuff...but rather inconsistent...aRgHZZ!!! looking at my fingers now...they are rather red and swollen...we booked more than 20 games at a go...DiAo!!! First time in my life, i perspire after i bowled...damn tiring...today...erm...i bowled 15 games??? After bowling session...went shopping with friends as usual...makaning too...cash running low...thanks to my parents for not resuming my OCBC card for me after that incident...will be starting work soon...this friday..so i should be giving chemistry make-up tutorial a miss...do help me tell mrs jasimah if you guys read this post yea...thanks...Had a talk with hikari earlier on and she told me that our school choir is having an outdoor performance at orchard, paragon...might be dropping over toy support our fellow pioneers if i am free...tried cooking a meal for the family today...and it turned out quite decent...haha...i am a SELF_ACCLAIMED pro...DiaO!!! been rather happy these days enjoying my life and heard my friends from other CTs be able to get promoted on 14~12~2006...some have to leave, unfortunately...you guys might no longer be there but the friendship shall stay... take care peez...down with a sore throat...ARgHHZZ!!

Kinda like the song buttons by pussy cat dolls...below is a video of their pics and the song buttons!!!

14~11~2006

today is the day...the day where those students under pending for promotion would receive their results...Really pray for my friends that they can make it...06S14 would not be complete without them...yesterday was rather an eventful day...went breakfast with ting and diana before heading for bowling training at chevrons...and yup...i bought a bowling ball le...nice shades of green and red that metallic too....haha...guess my ball is the only one that's metallic...cool...i find it really gorgeous..hikari, pam and me were joking that the ball is the baby of hikari and pam's ball since my ball seem a mixture of the colours of their balls...Coach asked me the price and was astonished by the very fact that it's cheap...haha...i reaped consumer's surplus...yaya...yesterday was my first time using the ball and coach kickstart by literally throwing my ball into the lanes and claimed that's testing with the lanes...ting and i shared the ball...coach said the ball seemed to suit ting more...i am like diao lor...haha...then i strike the next frame and that should shut his mouth...but yesterday was my day...did pretty well with a score of 146...and coach actually gave a clap...i was over the moon...not literally though...haha...still striving towards my one-time high score of 176....trying...training...Went to met my friends later after the training and we headed to MDIS, my mum company for lunch and also to plant the ball...wanted to go somewhere else to have fun...but it's closed...but we had fun arcading and dining in ya...we went for a buffet dinner which really cost us a bomb...but all of us had fun yea??? that's what that's more important...I am sure our friendship...the four of us will be strengthened after this outing and our next outing that's coming real soon...kinda neglected and drifted away from my secondary school friends or perhaps all of us are really busy...will catch up with the bro's gang soon...yesterday was eventful and yet a time to catch up with stuffz...really enjoyed your company yesterday...remember our 'zhong ji hao ma' ma? haha...the strawberry stuffed ice-cream were nice too yea...haha...Looking forward to the next outing...WE ROX...WHEE!!!!

BeCaUsE oF yOu--kElLy cLaRkSoN

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you I
never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

11~11~2006

*yawns* going to malaysia again...AGAIN for those who knows...guess i would have to give sentosa a miss....damn wasted!!! This weekend would be spent in malaysia and blogging might be a tough stuffz...so i am blogging a long one now to compensate...hopefully it's long...a little details about yesterday's OP...06s14 peez were the second group to present in their respective classrooms...and the rain began to fall when the first presenter starts to speak and stops when the fifth presenter was ending...thanks man...haha...headed to cck Lot 1 for dinner...pizzza hut...chatted and really feel that the class or rather the silence is golden peez is bonding once again...really happy...gordon and elson wanted to try something NEW...they added cheese into their mushroom soup but it ended up as what we called cheesy soup caused the whole bottle is almost used up...haha...penny as usual was the one who kana suan...but she seemed to enjoy it very much...haha...Gd and me wanted to ask kumar along but since he had an appointment...too bad then...but it's ok..the class is organising many activities...yesterday reached home was literally spent gluing my eyes to the computer...blogging, watching you-tube etc...heard from peez that naruto-a jap anime...is quite interesting...but hadn't had a chance to watch it...yea...think will spend the weekend in malaysia eating eating and eating...maybe i would do some shopping when my parents weren't around...you guys know why ya...haha...spending over-budget...Hopefully this trip to malaysia would be a new experience for me...but somehow i don't know why whenever i passes the causeway at woodlands...i feel relieve...that all my stress and whatever is left there for good...psychological comfort??? i dunno... And lastly to you...sorry for being so inconsiderate with my words! it hurts all...sorry...

bbq cum chalet updates

heyzz...i have a really nice blog song...because of you by kelly clarkson...really fell in love with it...yup yup...been really busy these days...with work and play...went out with friends almost the whole day yesterday...yes the day before OP...diaO!!! but nvm...enjoyed myself very much...as i was saying half-way about being cheated by shawn, kun tat and leon *couldn't believe it_roll eyes_haha* yup...when i alighted the cab that day and was heading towards the bbq pit...saw them, but they far ahead of me...typical of me, i decided to call them instead of running after them...that's when i appreciate technolgy for once...haha...shawn LIED to me that he was arguing with the class for swallowing or throwing all the firestarters...i was hesitant to believe him at first...but his cries told me otherwise...i then asked kun tat what happened...he ADDED to the lie by saying shawn actually threw the charcoal too...i knew they were lying...then i called for leon...knowing he is a good person who doesn't lie *ahem*, he told me it was for real...i took his words and only realised i was fooled...damn pai seh... how could i believe so...goondu me...but was really funny when i thought back...the bbq session was fun and we had the privilege *ahem thrice...kidding lah* of having Mr Tan and wife to be around...they were nice ppl...spontaneous too...haha...heard Mr tan's dai di and bluff skills were superb...haha...and i didn't know they live around bishan area till they asked me for a ride home...but as i was staying overnight...i didn't...it will be akward too...had fun with diana, kumar, shawn, alina, alvin and joel...we were playing cards, drinking a little arcading etc till 3.30 when we (alina, me and joel) went into the tent to seek refuge and recharge ourself...poor peez who had to stay in the rain outside the tent all nite juz becos of us...so sorry about it...Alina tuned in 98.7 f.m and joel was grumbling how he couldn't sleep with it and how Alina actually ignored it...was damn funny...someone snored...loud enough to make me realised it...haha...tired huh!! haha...went breakfast @ Mac...and Alina suggested to do something and we decided on blading...they weren't sure how to blade and was asking me how to...ermm....i barely can prevent myself from falling only loh...not pro...haha...left early for OP...but was cancelled cos two members didn't come...arGhhZ...could have blade longer...and wasted my "half-way" cab fare...Alina learned fast but poor alina had ALOT of mosquito bites cos she was wearing shorts...saw a few mosquito but was too akward...you know...ok...you should see her classic fall...she held onto the railing when she was about to fall but the funny thing was she actually flew thru' the railing and onto the grass and mud...errmmm...shld i laugh???
The outing had bonded the class to some extent and is really excited to this sunday outing at ?Sentosa? and clubbing at ministry of sound...whee!!! we are bonding...GOOD!!! OP today was smooth for me though i think i performed poorer during the actual thingy as compared to the rehearsals...answer the question relatively well...i think???

hmmm...and with regards to whoever who asked me about that question...i am really lost for words for a moment but do forgive me cos i am sorry i am rather straightforward with my answers cos i didn't want to waste your time and my time...millions of sorries yeh????

8~11~2006

shall keep my entry short and sweet...went to class bbq cum chalet on mon...went swimming in the morning with friend and went for suntanning (a more specific reason) before heading bbq...hahaz...met up with Kumar and GD at marina square to get some stuffz and headed bbq...most peez were there...but kana cheated by Shawn, kuntat and leon...ARGHHZZZ!!! will feed the details on bbq and chalet soon....really late now...nitez to all...

06~11~2006

going for a swim now...followed by class chalet for 2D1N...YAY!!! 06S14 first official class outing!!! Thanks Diana for the Effort!!!

03~11~2006

today is my mother tongue paper...* raging with anger* though it was easy...have confident for my essay as well as list. compre and oral which i believe can pull up my grades...but i actually lost 12 marks for question 1.1 which is well-known for its simplicity...WTF!!! i wouldn't forgive myself if i don't get an A.....*back to my normal self* but i guess that's life...nothing to complain nor groan about since it's HOLzzzz...wheee which also means a time for me to catch up with my zzzzzzzzzz....haha...will be working this weekend to supplement my shopping expenditure...for some of you who know...my ATM card got terminated by my parents for spending *ahem* in three days...arghhzzz...i am going mad!!!

02~11~2006

SHIT!!! i haven't study for mother tongue...but today will be going to WRL with my house rabbit, tat...and friends to mug *ahem...hopefully we mug* ...pearly's blog kana spammed...sighz...hope she dun get too sad over it...not worth your time...It's time for you to forcus on your paper tomorrow and not over such stuff now...btw enjoy your piano trial today...hopefully you make it...going to prepare to go soon...my hair, clothes, accessories undone...arghhh...off i go...

1~11~2006

woke up with a splitting headache!!! the sky looks like it's gonna rain before i head for a nap...and it looks exactly the same when i woke up...hahaha...guess like the sky...moody...there are things i need to sort out as soon as possible before it worsen...and i guess that would only take place after my chinese paper...hate the fact my life is so messy...will get things back on track as soon as possible...wish me luck !

01~11~2006

Holz started...technically...but we are ever busy with work...Mother Tongue 'A' lvls is coming but i am only 20% done with my revision...does flipping thru' pages counted revising? that's how my 20% came about...had a few bowling sessions with my dad...it's long since we went out to bowl...he is really good even he claims (ahem...) *clearing my throat* to not play for more than 3 years plus...haha...feeling really sluggish these days...wonder why...my goodness, i seem to have this extraordinary feeling to this person these days...*wake up plz...exams coming* aRGhhZZ!!! I am disgusted by my own thoughts!!! WTF! Enough of it...hmmm...i went for an interview to be a tuition teacher yesterday...the children were very warm...while i was filling up the form...more than 20+ students crowd around me...making me feel i am like some BABOON in the zoo...actually i also have that kinda superstar feeling *thinking too much* the interviewer is rather confirmed with my application...but teaching can be quite a stressful job...first day must act fierce to those primary students or else kana bully...haha...or maybe i should bribe them with Toblerone!!! these days, kids find kit kat cheap skate...Materialistic!!! that will be my part time job for this holz, will be working with motorola too...my bro's lobang...but kinda guilty cos i might neglect my studies as a result...any suggestions??? went out yest. and study chinese a little too...dun feel the stress though it's a national exam...wonder why? ppl whom i know haven't started and some better still...no intention to start...hahaz...pro sia...i have a few friends who are exempted, Pam is one of them...enjoying your holz ya? PEILING too...hate you...jkjk...haha...she is reading a novel while we were studying...good life... *kaypoh_mode_on* just wondering how come pearly and tat are so united is knowing more about me...you guys???ermm??? haha....juz kidding!!!! going to sleep now...yes at 2.50p.m...very shacked!!!