13 April 2007

Loads of events happened in my life in the past weeks...Joyful ones, Sad ones...

I have been really busy for the past weeks preparing for my common test, enjoying after common test and such...Just for your information that enjoying after common test does not mean that i did well...As many of you should have known, i am just like any other average student, be it academically or in the sporting arena....i am just so~so...i do not really excel in anything...

Just one week ago, there's a chinese scholar attachment program here in PJC...both my pals had themselves attached to two cute and adorable chinese girls, Fujin and Jiang min...Me being the organiser plan up a series of activities for them...i thought they would find going to sentosa would be fun, but end up only to realsie that they have actually been to most of the places of interrest...So instead of treating them like tourists...we went k-boxing, makan sprees, played games, chilling out...glad that most of the outings i planned were successful and really hope that they enjoyed whatever that i have planned for them...haha...

These few days, i have been quite emo...just didn't understand how come my love and yearn for it grew so much....i thought i wouldn't fall into such love traps but time and again, i walked into it again....I reminded myself alot of times to stop thinking about it...it's affecting my daily life, it affecting me....Feeling so lousy and miserable...putting a mask in front of my friends, didn't want them to be affected by my problems..... but when i am alone, felt so lousy...should i blame it on my weak determination or just the passing phase in every teenager's life...had enough of all this...really gotta put a stop to all this.... *with determination*

Arghhzzz...been sick for the past two days...feeling nauseous, bad cough and bad diarrhoea...need loads of rest......hmmmpppp!!!!