Monday, October 08, 2007

08 October 2007

08/10/2007 marks a day nearer to the A levels Exam...What can i say..i am damn fucked up...Revision is not where near A levels standard...screwed up my prelims...hmmm...i know iknow...i am being really perssimistic about life...but i can't help it...i really can't...heard my from classmates that some of the guys are enlisting for national service this december 6 and 11...What the fuck damn early...somehow i have a premonition that i will be going in in January...till the letter comes, i shall just keep my fingers crossed and pray for the best...i suppose what i have and am going through now is the typical pre-enlistment anxiety...really anxious that i may not cope with the intimidated amount of physical exercise and the strict and structured life i am going to lead...

you guys should know this...i am given ultimate freedom at home and the choice to choose what i want...how on earth am i going to cope with it...Whatmore? how am i going to live WITHOUT air-con...i will literally melt...As far as i can recall, i have never slept without aircon...orther than Pre-university seminar early this year...i literally have to be sponging myself with the cooling power every night to fall asleep...and every morning when i go into the coomon toilet (eewww), people will mistaken me as ghost...haha

Shawn has been telling me alot these days about how much he adores him and how much edison loveeesss him...haha...he bought a new bag from new urban male and happily bought it and brought it to school...apparently many commented on how gay it looks...haha...he was quite pisst though...if you ask for my honest views? i will say it's ugly and is a disgusting shade of green that i have never seen before...but nevertheless the brand looks cool...don't blame me, that's the only thing i found worth complimenting...sorry shawn..

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

03-01-2007

Hi PEEZ!!! i have been skipping school for quite a while...by the way, i wouldn't be coming tomorrow too...Would say that skipping school is kinda addictive...I am quite sure Leon, Luke and Shawn will be nodding in unison...They are off for the A levels preparation break...I probably will do the same thing cause my house is way too far from the college...Plus i wouldn't really get myself in a hot soup for ponning since you guys know who my beloved Ct is...Cool...

Conversely, self studying at home really demands one's discipline...But of course, i am someone that is quite ill-disciplined...i would say...i tend to gravitate to what seemed to appeal to me most: The computer...And seriously, i am glued to it for hours...

Today had been a fine day for me...but i don't deny that i was quite pisst this afternoon...this girl whom i choose not to mention her name was texting me this afternoon... and i was damn bloody stuned by her messages...It all revolves around sex..."....have you had sex before?.....i had......you never try before arhhh??? Ever thought of trying???"

Mine face turned blue for a while...What the fuck is she trying to imply? i am a wimp??? or is she daring me??? In any case, i just find all these too amusing...You have choose to leave my life, so please don't try to re-enter my life...People who knows me well enough should know this...i don't bloody care who you are...you try stepping on my tail and you are fucking dead...In fact, i don't mean i will whack that fellow up...but it's the ''dao-ness'' that will kill you...that's what all my friends said...but never the least, i am still a nice boy...heeee....

In fact, my bunch of JC friends are great...people from all walks of life...Be it the scholarly,pure and innocent chap who mugs his days away to the most hip people who clubs alot...i would say i tend to gravitate to the latter group of people more...haha...i believe it's my philosophy in life...to balance studies and my life...thought the equlibrium is tilted towards my emphasis on enjoying life...hmmm....but rest assure i will stay strong and persevere for the next 28 days which will set the path for the next 2o odd years....

FOr those of you who are interested to know...i did extremely badly for my prelims...pass 4 and did extremely badly for chemistry (to think that i actually have chemistry tuition? must be a joke)... i don't blame anyone but myself as i think i am playing way too hard...hmm...Mrs tay has been quite encouraging...she wrote this on my examination paper: "Yao Dong! Don't be dicouraged! Continue to work hard and peservere...You will get your desired grade at the end of the day..." Very encouraging piece of message...been letting alot of people down...Mr Tan ing keat, Mrs tay and Mrs yeo--the super cute teacher that offer to lend me her dvds and talk cock with me de...heee...

thanks Chers!!! i swear i wouldn't let you guys down for the Major Examination...I swear...Just watch it man!!! Many thanks to all those who have faith in me...Greatly Appreciated...

Shall be a loner tomorrow...shall go republic library to mug alone and break free from all distractions...ahemm...Mucho gracias God!!!