13~03~2007

There are just things in life that i cannot understand, is it really difficult to be mutually understanding...or must it always resort to conflicts and arguments when common interest clashes...or to be it bluntly, try putting two hot-temper person together, the result of it might not be very pleasant...yesterday was a horrible day...some verbal arguement with friend (all thanks to uncle, keep rushing him since three o'clock)
resulting in tension and friendship becoming so strained but at times i think it good to voice out what i think (at least that's what i always do when i am not happy)...but often than not, it will result in COLD WAR...whatever, when i can't even cope with my studies already and common test is coming... this just adds to my stress level (redundance/ uncalled for). Enough about such gloomy stuff early in the morning...YAY!!! a new day, a new beginning!!! Going to pon math remedial today...no mood to go...perhaps going to study alone later....to spend some quality time alone away from the harsh reality of life...haha...indulging in our favourite ice-cream while studying...heavenly...shiok shiok...

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I only went out to study today and i didn' know so much happened at home...Parents bought kor a car and one for sis's birthday...Sighzzz....get nothing...But it's ok, i felt the sudden motivation to work hard and depend on myself to buy a really glam car when i reach 25...you guys must push me now to study hard hor...heee....went out almost eveyday...

Correction to previous statement..looking back, i actually went out everyday without fail, but of course the agenda of the meeting was of course to study but like any other decent easily tempted teenger...A typical studying setting at library will be like this

In the library

Marcus: [Ambitious thought] hmmm, i will study this three chem chapters by today follow by all TYS questions on these three chapter...

1.5 hours passed...

Marcus: what's happening? [eyelid half-shut] why don't seemed to be absorbing...hmmm [struggling to keep my eyelid open]

I would then usually go to the loo and wash my face and indulge in a plate of seafood platter at cafe galilee...yummy!!!

Continuing to study for a couple of hours...but when the night befalls

Marcus: where do you guys want to have dinner? Steamboat [praying for a yes]

Kel, Gerald, TIffany, siew ting and many many more: [engaging in small chat] errmmm...ok...

guess what we had steamboat before GP paper...haha...steady yea?

Feeling really stressed up now due to the approaching common test...lotsa preparations need to be done...yup...

As promised from the previous post...a little update about how i spent my chinese new year...
Went malaysia for a week...Life rather boring there other than eating, mahjonging, bowling, red box karaoke, shopping for more clothes, movies, etc...do that for a week with your family
and not your friends...eeeeee...ok lah...let's be kind..it was tolerable...when i came back from Singapore...haha...life came back to me...went visiting to friends house and i have a really shocking news to share...

Meet up with a really close group of my primary friends to visit teacher's house

When i reach toa payoh MRT control station [the meeting place] my 18 year old friend (auntie) pushed a pram with a young boy...10 months old...feeling pisst off since it was supposed to be a class outing not family outing...i asked: ehh idy, why bring your younger brother to visit Mrs tan... to my utmost horror...the boy is her son and husband is her neighbour...Conveinence huh? errmmm...sounds wrong but what i mean it is conveinent for the baby to be passed to the mother or mother in-law to take care of...

i still cannot accept the fact that she is giving ang baos to my teacher's children and the very fact that she told her son this: Aloysius, give UNCLE carry...holding and maintaining a weak smile i said: shuai ( fourth pronunciation, chinese students shld get this) uncle you mean...hehahahahaha....

ya...feeling really glad these days with the company of friends and family and ya...getting rid of the fu***** bitch off my life is my greatest load...wasted my three years...like what Pam said, there's definitely better fishes out there and definitely not YOU... rotten digusting erky fish that have a bulging fat jellyish eyes....ArGhhZZz...all the pain, effort love, had gone to the drain..unseen unfelt...you sicko perverted arse

I know the above words might sound crude and rude...but the pain that i undergone is far beyond all these scoulding man...i treated my own woud
..luckily kelvin went clubbing with me that day to let me drown all my unhappiness in the burben coke...thanks bro...