08/10/2007 marks a day nearer to the A levels Exam...What can i say..i am damn fucked up...Revision is not where near A levels standard...screwed up my prelims...hmmm...i know iknow...i am being really perssimistic about life...but i can't help it...i really can't...heard my from classmates that some of the guys are enlisting for national service this december 6 and 11...What the fuck damn early...somehow i have a premonition that i will be going in in January...till the letter comes, i shall just keep my fingers crossed and pray for the best...i suppose what i have and am going through now is the typical pre-enlistment anxiety...really anxious that i may not cope with the intimidated amount of physical exercise and the strict and structured life i am going to lead...
you guys should know this...i am given ultimate freedom at home and the choice to choose what i want...how on earth am i going to cope with it...Whatmore? how am i going to live WITHOUT air-con...i will literally melt...As far as i can recall, i have never slept without aircon...orther than Pre-university seminar early this year...i literally have to be sponging myself with the cooling power every night to fall asleep...and every morning when i go into the coomon toilet (eewww), people will mistaken me as ghost...haha
Shawn has been telling me alot these days about how much he adores him and how much edison loveeesss him...haha...he bought a new bag from new urban male and happily bought it and brought it to school...apparently many commented on how gay it looks...haha...he was quite pisst though...if you ask for my honest views? i will say it's ugly and is a disgusting shade of green that i have never seen before...but nevertheless the brand looks cool...don't blame me, that's the only thing i found worth complimenting...sorry shawn..
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Well, try not to worry too much about NS. I sleep in air-con everynight as well, without fail. However, sleeping without aircon isn't that bad. believe it or not, its VERY cooling at night. ESPECIALLY at BMTC (coz its near a body of water). Most camps are also on more or less open ground without too many buildings surrounding it. So, most likely, will be cooling enough at night and in the early morning. Just have to worry about keeping the mosquitos out.
The tough regime isn't that bad really. You just have to do as you're told, and not talk back, even if its OBVIOUSLY your superior at fault. Its like a different form of government. If it was possible for us to speak up, we could have. However, NS is training you for war (Lets hope we won't get into war yeah? =P). But in war, a moment's hesitation could mean the difference between life and death for somebody. So yeah, they tend to pound the whole "listen to your superiors no matter what" kinda thing into your head.
I'm not promoting NS btw, but sometimes, I realise that by understanding why some things are done, its easier to take it. On the bright side, BMTC is just 3 months. Just exercise like sh!t during mornings/afternoons, and there's time for slacking in the evening. AND, there's the cool breeze at night =). Its not as bad as you would imagine. The training is usually started off slow, for the new recruits to get used to the pace. They won't kill you, no worries =).
Anyways, just forget about NS for now, and chiong for A lvls. Don't get too stressed k? A fresh mind takes in more information =). And since you can't avoid NS, just look at it from a brighter light and make things easier for yourself =). Its just 2 years, after that, we'll go partying =D.
LOL., btw, sorry for the looooooong comments =P. Didn't notice how much I was blabbering =P.
~Pam
i like shawns back (minus the green). it looks nice. been eyeing that already. love the white one. well, maybe you can go be a ghost at ns and scare all your superiors? hee. well start sleeping without the air cond. (:
WHoa! CHAN YAO DONG USED THE F WORD! YOU are darn prepared for NS liao.. Confirm already. hahha
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