15~12~2006

recently patched up with this long lost friend of mine...i really wonder whether it is a blessing or curse...it should be a nice feeling where we enjoy each other's company...but it ended up as a giving--taking friendship/relationship which is very emotionally draining for me...

last day from work yesterday as i realised homework are left undone and time is running short for me...been thinking alot these days...haven't been like that for already donkey years or perhaps when dinosaurs extinct...YES!!! that's how long...i really don't wish to be in a situation where i am controlled...i want to return to my usual self...having fun with friends...mahjonging, bowling, suntanning etc. doing the things i really like...and also school...i miss school...slacking around with my classmates after lessons and the fun and laughter we indulges...

was online yesterday when shawn asked if i am alright....touched touched...haha...thanks pal...relieved after talking to you....Holidays is good but too long sucks...contradicting yea...but i really miss going back to college...especially now when i am thinking so much...holidays only provide me with more time to think, digress.....that's why i am always scheduled to the max everyday to keep myself occupied...yes...better.... alot infact...if you are reading this...it's impossible to forget...mind you...so i shall just leave it at the corner of our memory and regard ourselves as passer-bys in life...i am trying...i believe i can suceed...i nearly succeeded but why do you always have to come at the "correct" timing...i am going to heck care....enjoy school, enjoy my company with friends, enjoy my own company, enjoy shopping sprees and makaning...off you go...not going to waste time on you...i have other friends to care for...haha...little meanie...

yesterday was interesting...my colleagues were writing a card and stuffing them in my bag and they thought i knew nothing about it...haha...improve on your acting la...so damn obvious...made really nice friends there...shared alot with Bizhi...we are really jokers to do all sort of silly things...remember the pong pong 2 3 4 5 6 7 8???? haha....nicholas got a cultural shock...spare him please...he is not like us...haha...yesterday, had two lunch breaks and went with BZ and Jenn to chat about life...haha...jenn is really experienced when it comes to relationships...last day past really fast...kelvin chio me out but had already made an appointment with that freak...disappointing as usual...sorry kel...you have to go home as a result...opps....

looking forward to school again...YAY!!! to be guai boy again...sucks gotta dye my blonde hair back to BLACK again...arghhhh...

And yes, i have some photos to share...