*14 Dec 2007* Farewell Entry

Woke up with a splitting headache, i guess it because of the accumulactive late nights out partying...Muhaha...Enlisting tmr at 11.30 a.m, feeling really anxious, pondering what's in store for me in Tekong for the next few months...

Was looking through all the prom pixs again and all other pixs while playing the background music in Jieying's blog...Oh my god, couldn't held back my tears man...dislike the feeling of separation...hate it to the core...

There are so many people that i would like to gave thanks to.....

My family for their ever-lasting financial support and love that is unconditional....

My class for making my life inPjc wonderful and exciting...

Diana gang (ting ting, penny, yuzhen, shiyi) : Will remember all the bitching and gossipy stuff we talk about...And ur farewell gifts...Thank you!!! Will miss you guys loads.

Leon gang ( Luke, me, tat, SGD, Elson, Alvin, Alina and Shawn): Will remember all those times we sat at the "chalet-ish" corner of the college, resting , talking and "scanning" and those times we tried studying at Republic poly but apparently it turned out to be one-day tour to RP...haha

Teacher that made my Jc life enriching: Mrs tay...thanks for all the advise man, and not forgetting Ms sarizah for 'granting off-days' to me as well as Mrs fel. yeo for being such a good friend of mine...She likes to give me comments on my hair and wanted to lend me her truck loads of Korean dramas man and commenting on Acjc boys and girls...haha...

XO team ( Pearly as well) : Will remember the countless trainings at Chevron, and dinners at Jurong point...AH huh, Truth and dare rocks the hell out of me man and of course not forgetting mahjonging at Pam's house...Thank for being such a great host man...

Other class people (Tiffany, belinda, Peiling, Jieying, Kelvin, Edwin, karissa ETC ETC ETC) : thanks man peez...U guys have spice up my Jc life...Thanks for all the bitching sessions and shopping sessions...Thanks man...Especially Tiffany and Belinda that are so accomodating to my rubbish and MINIMAL ATTITUDE PROB....All thanks for all the presents you gave me man...Hahaha...Miss ya loads...

Lastly, i would also like to thank Everyone that's not mentioned above that has entered my life *Ahem, e.g 3-years etc* Although there were loads of misunderstanding and unhappiness that you have generated for me...i grew and became a stronger person...

Peez...Do call me and msg me often hor...Ask me out...

Prom Nitex 2007....

Whoos...Back from prom nitex and post-prom party at the Arena...I didn't really enjoy myself at arena cause it was simply too packed...We could hardly navigate through the club with ease...It was however still an enjoyable time well-spent with my classmates and friends...hmmm...we booked a hotel and check in early to get our hair done and stuff...It was really fun, haha...but the next day, when we were about to check out, i felt a stinging pain in my heart...Our journey in PJC were about to end and it will be really difficult for us to have frequent get-togethers and stuff...Really upset about this, but you know what? This is life... I felt worse when i knew that i am closer to my enlistment date on dec 15...REALLY scared...HELP!!! SOS!!!



On a happier note...let me share with you some of the 150 over photos i took that night...Pictures depicts a thousand words huh?

08 October 2007

08/10/2007 marks a day nearer to the A levels Exam...What can i say..i am damn fucked up...Revision is not where near A levels standard...screwed up my prelims...hmmm...i know iknow...i am being really perssimistic about life...but i can't help it...i really can't...heard my from classmates that some of the guys are enlisting for national service this december 6 and 11...What the fuck damn early...somehow i have a premonition that i will be going in in January...till the letter comes, i shall just keep my fingers crossed and pray for the best...i suppose what i have and am going through now is the typical pre-enlistment anxiety...really anxious that i may not cope with the intimidated amount of physical exercise and the strict and structured life i am going to lead...

you guys should know this...i am given ultimate freedom at home and the choice to choose what i want...how on earth am i going to cope with it...Whatmore? how am i going to live WITHOUT air-con...i will literally melt...As far as i can recall, i have never slept without aircon...orther than Pre-university seminar early this year...i literally have to be sponging myself with the cooling power every night to fall asleep...and every morning when i go into the coomon toilet (eewww), people will mistaken me as ghost...haha

Shawn has been telling me alot these days about how much he adores him and how much edison loveeesss him...haha...he bought a new bag from new urban male and happily bought it and brought it to school...apparently many commented on how gay it looks...haha...he was quite pisst though...if you ask for my honest views? i will say it's ugly and is a disgusting shade of green that i have never seen before...but nevertheless the brand looks cool...don't blame me, that's the only thing i found worth complimenting...sorry shawn..

03-01-2007

Hi PEEZ!!! i have been skipping school for quite a while...by the way, i wouldn't be coming tomorrow too...Would say that skipping school is kinda addictive...I am quite sure Leon, Luke and Shawn will be nodding in unison...They are off for the A levels preparation break...I probably will do the same thing cause my house is way too far from the college...Plus i wouldn't really get myself in a hot soup for ponning since you guys know who my beloved Ct is...Cool...

Conversely, self studying at home really demands one's discipline...But of course, i am someone that is quite ill-disciplined...i would say...i tend to gravitate to what seemed to appeal to me most: The computer...And seriously, i am glued to it for hours...

Today had been a fine day for me...but i don't deny that i was quite pisst this afternoon...this girl whom i choose not to mention her name was texting me this afternoon... and i was damn bloody stuned by her messages...It all revolves around sex..."....have you had sex before?.....i had......you never try before arhhh??? Ever thought of trying???"

Mine face turned blue for a while...What the fuck is she trying to imply? i am a wimp??? or is she daring me??? In any case, i just find all these too amusing...You have choose to leave my life, so please don't try to re-enter my life...People who knows me well enough should know this...i don't bloody care who you are...you try stepping on my tail and you are fucking dead...In fact, i don't mean i will whack that fellow up...but it's the ''dao-ness'' that will kill you...that's what all my friends said...but never the least, i am still a nice boy...heeee....

In fact, my bunch of JC friends are great...people from all walks of life...Be it the scholarly,pure and innocent chap who mugs his days away to the most hip people who clubs alot...i would say i tend to gravitate to the latter group of people more...haha...i believe it's my philosophy in life...to balance studies and my life...thought the equlibrium is tilted towards my emphasis on enjoying life...hmmm....but rest assure i will stay strong and persevere for the next 28 days which will set the path for the next 2o odd years....

FOr those of you who are interested to know...i did extremely badly for my prelims...pass 4 and did extremely badly for chemistry (to think that i actually have chemistry tuition? must be a joke)... i don't blame anyone but myself as i think i am playing way too hard...hmm...Mrs tay has been quite encouraging...she wrote this on my examination paper: "Yao Dong! Don't be dicouraged! Continue to work hard and peservere...You will get your desired grade at the end of the day..." Very encouraging piece of message...been letting alot of people down...Mr Tan ing keat, Mrs tay and Mrs yeo--the super cute teacher that offer to lend me her dvds and talk cock with me de...heee...

thanks Chers!!! i swear i wouldn't let you guys down for the Major Examination...I swear...Just watch it man!!! Many thanks to all those who have faith in me...Greatly Appreciated...

Shall be a loner tomorrow...shall go republic library to mug alone and break free from all distractions...ahemm...Mucho gracias God!!!

21~09~2007

I am finally updating my blog...Yea, everyone...i am back as a blogger!!! Finally, three dreaded weeks are over and here comes a few days of break to catch up with my sleep, play, shopping sprees!!! I know i know....I am a vainpot and what some of you claim to be-METROSEXUAL -- according to British journalist Mark Simpson, the trait of an urban male of any sexual orientation (usually heterosexual) who has a strong aesthetic sense and spends a great amount of time and money on his appearance and lifestyle.

Actually, i do not deny very much of this well known fact...everyone says so. But it kinda normal yea for new urban males to put in some effort in their dressing and the image they are projecting to others...Isn't it? haha...AND in case you didn't already know this...i also love to camwhore!!! muhaha!!! Look at belinda's or tiffany's or siew ting's phone...my face took up most of their memory space...poor gurls...

Talking about prelims...yes i know peez...the dreaded topic...It has been quite smooth sailing for me, in the sense, my mood was kinda stable...perhaps i am immune to it (the difficultly level of the exam) that i no longer complain or comment so MUCH... I saw some peez from other CTs crying after some papers, at first i thought their behavoir seemed rather "loud." Thinking back now, i really see how serious they regard their education...hah...it's getting boring....

Let's talk about what i have been busy doing for the past weeks...errmmm, or rather past months, considering the fact that it has been really long since i last updated...I would say i really lead a reasonably good life...Most of the J2s or rather those that i know of are mugging really hard for the upcoming major exam...On the contrary, i am enjoying quite a fair bit...but to make it sounds better, i always say that i am striking a work-life balance....My typical week is really 5 days work week for most of the weeks and total enjoyment during the weekends...Clubbing, going hotels for dinners with friends, undergroung pool, shopping... During the weekdays, whenever i am feeling abit stress or 'breathless' from the overwhelming and intimidating workload...i would make it a point to have a drink at Spinelli...my favourite hangout...haha...

I would say i am feeling abit guilty from my interesting lifestyle (as what Alina claimed it to be) that i lead...but honestly speaking, all the things i indulge in may conjure many negative connotations about me...spendthrift, spoiltbrat etc...but i am seriously not...i am a goodboy even if i club...i am a goodboy even i spend abit more money than normal people...

My birthday was splendid...i went out in the morning...back for a nap and out again in the evening for some innocent fun...i promise...Being eighteen is wonderful...i can finally enter clubs, drink and smoke (if i want to) legally...In some sense, being 18 opens up alot of little little freedom that i used to already have...but the only different only lies in the very fact that...I t's legal...muhaha...Hey guys!!! Thank you so so much for your late night messages at 12.00a.m...
I am sure you guys made the effort and not just pure coincidence...Although some came at 11.59 a.m...what i have to tell you is...TRY HARDER!!! Thanks for the presents and cards!!! They are well-kept and loved...It's just that i have to eat away the cookies you guys baked..I have no choice, they were meant for eating yea...WEll WEll...but the ultimate gift would still be a muacks from that special someone out there...though you were cruel cool and nasty to me...but it doesn't matter...because you know why??? I can't be bothered!!!! haha....nah, it just that i know it's impossible for us to get together, impossible...thanks to *****

Tell you guys a secret of mine...I know it's kinda wrong but i can't help it...the temptations were great...I drove my Bro's honda out to have the taste of driving...it's fun...but i kinda regretted because it's reaallllllly irresponsible of me...but nevertheless, it's really thrilling...Dun try it!!!

Fell in love with two songs recently...An english song and a chinese one...They are HOME by michaek buble and "qiang qiang" by ella from the taiwan girl band SHE...It's a song that is written by her and sang by her to raise funds for animals orgainisations...to give those homeless animals a better life...***A weird thought just flew throught my mind...i feel like going to those shelters for animals and sing the song HOME to them...hmmm....I know complete randomness...I am procastinating if i should put these two youtube videos on my blog...Perhaps only home...You guys know what...i am going to prastise really hard to master this wonderful song and sing out during our annual prom nite 2007...If only i have his vocals...I would use it to sing it to anyone that i like...i am more than just so sure all of them will be so smitten over my voice and fall for me...muhaha...





His vocals are flawless and perfect ritexxx!!!Anyway...i believe i have made up for the lack of posts for the past months...See you guys soon...MUACKS!!!

13 April 2007

Loads of events happened in my life in the past weeks...Joyful ones, Sad ones...

I have been really busy for the past weeks preparing for my common test, enjoying after common test and such...Just for your information that enjoying after common test does not mean that i did well...As many of you should have known, i am just like any other average student, be it academically or in the sporting arena....i am just so~so...i do not really excel in anything...

Just one week ago, there's a chinese scholar attachment program here in PJC...both my pals had themselves attached to two cute and adorable chinese girls, Fujin and Jiang min...Me being the organiser plan up a series of activities for them...i thought they would find going to sentosa would be fun, but end up only to realsie that they have actually been to most of the places of interrest...So instead of treating them like tourists...we went k-boxing, makan sprees, played games, chilling out...glad that most of the outings i planned were successful and really hope that they enjoyed whatever that i have planned for them...haha...

These few days, i have been quite emo...just didn't understand how come my love and yearn for it grew so much....i thought i wouldn't fall into such love traps but time and again, i walked into it again....I reminded myself alot of times to stop thinking about it...it's affecting my daily life, it affecting me....Feeling so lousy and miserable...putting a mask in front of my friends, didn't want them to be affected by my problems..... but when i am alone, felt so lousy...should i blame it on my weak determination or just the passing phase in every teenager's life...had enough of all this...really gotta put a stop to all this.... *with determination*

Arghhzzz...been sick for the past two days...feeling nauseous, bad cough and bad diarrhoea...need loads of rest......hmmmpppp!!!!

13~03~2007

There are just things in life that i cannot understand, is it really difficult to be mutually understanding...or must it always resort to conflicts and arguments when common interest clashes...or to be it bluntly, try putting two hot-temper person together, the result of it might not be very pleasant...yesterday was a horrible day...some verbal arguement with friend (all thanks to uncle, keep rushing him since three o'clock)
resulting in tension and friendship becoming so strained but at times i think it good to voice out what i think (at least that's what i always do when i am not happy)...but often than not, it will result in COLD WAR...whatever, when i can't even cope with my studies already and common test is coming... this just adds to my stress level (redundance/ uncalled for). Enough about such gloomy stuff early in the morning...YAY!!! a new day, a new beginning!!! Going to pon math remedial today...no mood to go...perhaps going to study alone later....to spend some quality time alone away from the harsh reality of life...haha...indulging in our favourite ice-cream while studying...heavenly...shiok shiok...