LIFE IS A JOURNEY, NOT A DESTINATION

14 Dec 2007 Farewell Entry

2007-12-14T12:05:00.000+08:00

Woke up with a splitting headache, i guess it because of the accumulactive late nights out partying...Muhaha...Enlisting tmr at 11.30 a.m, feeling really anxious, pondering what's in store for me in Tekong for the next few months...

Was looking through all the prom pixs again and all other pixs while playing the background music in Jieying's blog...Oh my god, couldn't held back my tears man...dislike the feeling of separation...hate it to the core...

There are so many people that i would like to gave thanks to.....

My family for their ever-lasting financial support and love that is unconditional....

My class for making my life inPjc wonderful and exciting...

Diana gang (ting ting, penny, yuzhen, shiyi) : Will remember all the bitching and gossipy stuff we talk about...And ur farewell gifts...Thank you!!! Will miss you guys loads.

Leon gang ( Luke, me, tat, SGD, Elson, Alvin, Alina and Shawn): Will remember all those times we sat at the "chalet-ish" corner of the college, resting , talking and "scanning" and those times we tried studying at Republic poly but apparently it turned out to be one-day tour to RP...haha

Teacher that made my Jc life enriching: Mrs tay...thanks for all the advise man, and not forgetting Ms sarizah for 'granting off-days' to me as well as Mrs fel. yeo for being such a good friend of mine...She likes to give me comments on my hair and wanted to lend me her truck loads of Korean dramas man and commenting on Acjc boys and girls...haha...

XO team ( Pearly as well) : Will remember the countless trainings at Chevron, and dinners at Jurong point...AH huh, Truth and dare rocks the hell out of me man and of course not forgetting mahjonging at Pam's house...Thank for being such a great host man...

Other class people (Tiffany, belinda, Peiling, Jieying, Kelvin, Edwin, karissa ETC ETC ETC) : thanks man peez...U guys have spice up my Jc life...Thanks for all the bitching sessions and shopping sessions...Thanks man...Especially Tiffany and Belinda that are so accomodating to my rubbish and MINIMAL ATTITUDE PROB....All thanks for all the presents you gave me man...Hahaha...Miss ya loads...

Lastly, i would also like to thank Everyone that's not mentioned above that has entered my life *Ahem, e.g 3-years etc* Although there were loads of misunderstanding and unhappiness that you have generated for me...i grew and became a stronger person...

Peez...Do call me and msg me often hor...Ask me out...

Prom Nitex 2007....

2007-12-07T11:46:00.000+08:00

Whoos...Back from prom nitex and post-prom party at the Arena...I didn't really enjoy myself at arena cause it was simply too packed...We could hardly navigate through the club with ease...It was however still an enjoyable time well-spent with my classmates and friends...hmmm...we booked a hotel and check in early to get our hair done and stuff...It was really fun, haha...but the next day, when we were about to check out, i felt a stinging pain in my heart...Our journey in PJC were about to end and it will be really difficult for us to have frequent get-togethers and stuff...Really upset about this, but you know what? This is life... I felt worse when i knew that i am closer to my enlistment date on dec 15...REALLY scared...HELP!!! SOS!!!

On a happier note...let me share with you some of the 150 over photos i took that night...Pictures depicts a thousand words huh?

08 October 2007

2007-10-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

08/10/2007 marks a day nearer to the A levels Exam...What can i say..i am damn fucked up...Revision is not where near A levels standard...screwed up my prelims...hmmm...i know iknow...i am being really perssimistic about life...but i can't help it...i really can't...heard my from classmates that some of the guys are enlisting for national service this december 6 and 11...What the fuck damn early...somehow i have a premonition that i will be going in in January...till the letter comes, i shall just keep my fingers crossed and pray for the best...i suppose what i have and am going through now is the typical pre-enlistment anxiety...really anxious that i may not cope with the intimidated amount of physical exercise and the strict and structured life i am going to lead...

you guys should know this...i am given ultimate freedom at home and the choice to choose what i want...how on earth am i going to cope with it...Whatmore? how am i going to live WITHOUT air-con...i will literally melt...As far as i can recall, i have never slept without aircon...orther than Pre-university seminar early this year...i literally have to be sponging myself with the cooling power every night to fall asleep...and every morning when i go into the coomon toilet (eewww), people will mistaken me as ghost...haha

Shawn has been telling me alot these days about how much he adores him and how much edison loveeesss him...haha...he bought a new bag from new urban male and happily bought it and brought it to school...apparently many commented on how gay it looks...haha...he was quite pisst though...if you ask for my honest views? i will say it's ugly and is a disgusting shade of green that i have never seen before...but nevertheless the brand looks cool...don't blame me, that's the only thing i found worth complimenting...sorry shawn..

03-01-2007

2007-10-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

Hi PEEZ!!! i have been skipping school for quite a while...by the way, i wouldn't be coming tomorrow too...Would say that skipping school is kinda addictive...I am quite sure Leon, Luke and Shawn will be nodding in unison...They are off for the A levels preparation break...I probably will do the same thing cause my house is way too far from the college...Plus i wouldn't really get myself in a hot soup for ponning since you guys know who my beloved Ct is...Cool...

Conversely, self studying at home really demands one's discipline...But of course, i am someone that is quite ill-disciplined...i would say...i tend to gravitate to what seemed to appeal to me most: The computer...And seriously, i am glued to it for hours...

Today had been a fine day for me...but i don't deny that i was quite pisst this afternoon...this girl whom i choose not to mention her name was texting me this afternoon... and i was damn bloody stuned by her messages...It all revolves around sex..."....have you had sex before?.....i had......you never try before arhhh??? Ever thought of trying???"

Mine face turned blue for a while...What the fuck is she trying to imply? i am a wimp??? or is she daring me??? In any case, i just find all these too amusing...You have choose to leave my life, so please don't try to re-enter my life...People who knows me well enough should know this...i don't bloody care who you are...you try stepping on my tail and you are fucking dead...In fact, i don't mean i will whack that fellow up...but it's the ''dao-ness'' that will kill you...that's what all my friends said...but never the least, i am still a nice boy...heeee....

In fact, my bunch of JC friends are great...people from all walks of life...Be it the scholarly,pure and innocent chap who mugs his days away to the most hip people who clubs alot...i would say i tend to gravitate to the latter group of people more...haha...i believe it's my philosophy in life...to balance studies and my life...thought the equlibrium is tilted towards my emphasis on enjoying life...hmmm....but rest assure i will stay strong and persevere for the next 28 days which will set the path for the next 2o odd years....

FOr those of you who are interested to know...i did extremely badly for my prelims...pass 4 and did extremely badly for chemistry (to think that i actually have chemistry tuition? must be a joke)... i don't blame anyone but myself as i think i am playing way too hard...hmm...Mrs tay has been quite encouraging...she wrote this on my examination paper: "Yao Dong! Don't be dicouraged! Continue to work hard and peservere...You will get your desired grade at the end of the day..." Very encouraging piece of message...been letting alot of people down...Mr Tan ing keat, Mrs tay and Mrs yeo--the super cute teacher that offer to lend me her dvds and talk cock with me de...heee...

thanks Chers!!! i swear i wouldn't let you guys down for the Major Examination...I swear...Just watch it man!!! Many thanks to all those who have faith in me...Greatly Appreciated...

Shall be a loner tomorrow...shall go republic library to mug alone and break free from all distractions...ahemm...Mucho gracias God!!!

21~09~2007

2007-09-21T15:55:00.000+08:00

I am finally updating my blog...Yea, everyone...i am back as a blogger!!! Finally, three dreaded weeks are over and here comes a few days of break to catch up with my sleep, play, shopping sprees!!! I know i know....I am a vainpot and what some of you claim to be-METROSEXUAL -- according to British journalist Mark Simpson, the trait of an urban male of any sexual orientation (usually heterosexual) who has a strong aesthetic sense and spends a great amount of time and money on his appearance and lifestyle.

Actually, i do not deny very much of this well known fact...everyone says so. But it kinda normal yea for new urban males to put in some effort in their dressing and the image they are projecting to others...Isn't it? haha...AND in case you didn't already know this...i also love to camwhore!!! muhaha!!! Look at belinda's or tiffany's or siew ting's phone...my face took up most of their memory space...poor gurls...

Talking about prelims...yes i know peez...the dreaded topic...It has been quite smooth sailing for me, in the sense, my mood was kinda stable...perhaps i am immune to it (the difficultly level of the exam) that i no longer complain or comment so MUCH... I saw some peez from other CTs crying after some papers, at first i thought their behavoir seemed rather "loud." Thinking back now, i really see how serious they regard their education...hah...it's getting boring....

Let's talk about what i have been busy doing for the past weeks...errmmm, or rather past months, considering the fact that it has been really long since i last updated...I would say i really lead a reasonably good life...Most of the J2s or rather those that i know of are mugging really hard for the upcoming major exam...On the contrary, i am enjoying quite a fair bit...but to make it sounds better, i always say that i am striking a work-life balance....My typical week is really 5 days work week for most of the weeks and total enjoyment during the weekends...Clubbing, going hotels for dinners with friends, undergroung pool, shopping... During the weekdays, whenever i am feeling abit stress or 'breathless' from the overwhelming and intimidating workload...i would make it a point to have a drink at Spinelli...my favourite hangout...haha...

I would say i am feeling abit guilty from my interesting lifestyle (as what Alina claimed it to be) that i lead...but honestly speaking, all the things i indulge in may conjure many negative connotations about me...spendthrift, spoiltbrat etc...but i am seriously not...i am a goodboy even if i club...i am a goodboy even i spend abit more money than normal people...

My birthday was splendid...i went out in the morning...back for a nap and out again in the evening for some innocent fun...i promise...Being eighteen is wonderful...i can finally enter clubs, drink and smoke (if i want to) legally...In some sense, being 18 opens up alot of little little freedom that i used to already have...but the only different only lies in the very fact that...I t's legal...muhaha...Hey guys!!! Thank you so so much for your late night messages at 12.00a.m...
I am sure you guys made the effort and not just pure coincidence...Although some came at 11.59 a.m...what i have to tell you is...TRY HARDER!!! Thanks for the presents and cards!!! They are well-kept and loved...It's just that i have to eat away the cookies you guys baked..I have no choice, they were meant for eating yea...WEll WEll...but the ultimate gift would still be a muacks from that special someone out there...though you were cruel cool and nasty to me...but it doesn't matter...because you know why??? I can't be bothered!!!! haha....nah, it just that i know it's impossible for us to get together, impossible...thanks to *****

Tell you guys a secret of mine...I know it's kinda wrong but i can't help it...the temptations were great...I drove my Bro's honda out to have the taste of driving...it's fun...but i kinda regretted because it's reaallllllly irresponsible of me...but nevertheless, it's really thrilling...Dun try it!!!

Fell in love with two songs recently...An english song and a chinese one...They are HOME by michaek buble and "qiang qiang" by ella from the taiwan girl band SHE...It's a song that is written by her and sang by her to raise funds for animals orgainisations...to give those homeless animals a better life...***A weird thought just flew throught my mind...i feel like going to those shelters for animals and sing the song HOME to them...hmmm....I know complete randomness...I am procastinating if i should put these two youtube videos on my blog...Perhaps only home...You guys know what...i am going to prastise really hard to master this wonderful song and sing out during our annual prom nite 2007...If only i have his vocals...I would use it to sing it to anyone that i like...i am more than just so sure all of them will be so smitten over my voice and fall for me...muhaha...

His vocals are flawless and perfect ritexxx!!!Anyway...i believe i have made up for the lack of posts for the past months...See you guys soon...MUACKS!!!

13 April 2007

2007-04-13T10:28:00.000+08:00

Loads of events happened in my life in the past weeks...Joyful ones, Sad ones...

I have been really busy for the past weeks preparing for my common test, enjoying after common test and such...Just for your information that enjoying after common test does not mean that i did well...As many of you should have known, i am just like any other average student, be it academically or in the sporting arena....i am just so~so...i do not really excel in anything...

Just one week ago, there's a chinese scholar attachment program here in PJC...both my pals had themselves attached to two cute and adorable chinese girls, Fujin and Jiang min...Me being the organiser plan up a series of activities for them...i thought they would find going to sentosa would be fun, but end up only to realsie that they have actually been to most of the places of interrest...So instead of treating them like tourists...we went k-boxing, makan sprees, played games, chilling out...glad that most of the outings i planned were successful and really hope that they enjoyed whatever that i have planned for them...haha...

These few days, i have been quite emo...just didn't understand how come my love and yearn for it grew so much....i thought i wouldn't fall into such love traps but time and again, i walked into it again....I reminded myself alot of times to stop thinking about it...it's affecting my daily life, it affecting me....Feeling so lousy and miserable...putting a mask in front of my friends, didn't want them to be affected by my problems..... but when i am alone, felt so lousy...should i blame it on my weak determination or just the passing phase in every teenager's life...had enough of all this...really gotta put a stop to all this.... *with determination*

Arghhzzz...been sick for the past two days...feeling nauseous, bad cough and bad diarrhoea...need loads of rest......hmmmpppp!!!!

13~03~2007

2007-03-13T10:57:00.000+08:00

There are just things in life that i cannot understand, is it really difficult to be mutually understanding...or must it always resort to conflicts and arguments when common interest clashes...or to be it bluntly, try putting two hot-temper person together, the result of it might not be very pleasant...yesterday was a horrible day...some verbal arguement with friend (all thanks to uncle, keep rushing him since three o'clock)
resulting in tension and friendship becoming so strained but at times i think it good to voice out what i think (at least that's what i always do when i am not happy)...but often than not, it will result in COLD WAR...whatever, when i can't even cope with my studies already and common test is coming... this just adds to my stress level (redundance/ uncalled for). Enough about such gloomy stuff early in the morning...YAY!!! a new day, a new beginning!!! Going to pon math remedial today...no mood to go...perhaps going to study alone later....to spend some quality time alone away from the harsh reality of life...haha...indulging in our favourite ice-cream while studying...heavenly...shiok shiok...

uNfAiRiSM

2007-03-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

I only went out to study today and i didn' know so much happened at home...Parents bought kor a car and one for sis's birthday...Sighzzz....get nothing...But it's ok, i felt the sudden motivation to work hard and depend on myself to buy a really glam car when i reach 25...you guys must push me now to study hard hor...heee....went out almost eveyday...

Correction to previous statement..looking back, i actually went out everyday without fail, but of course the agenda of the meeting was of course to study but like any other decent easily tempted teenger...A typical studying setting at library will be like this

In the library

Marcus: [Ambitious thought] hmmm, i will study this three chem chapters by today follow by all TYS questions on these three chapter...

1.5 hours passed...

Marcus: what's happening? [eyelid half-shut] why don't seemed to be absorbing...hmmm [struggling to keep my eyelid open]

I would then usually go to the loo and wash my face and indulge in a plate of seafood platter at cafe galilee...yummy!!!

Continuing to study for a couple of hours...but when the night befalls

Marcus: where do you guys want to have dinner? Steamboat [praying for a yes]

Kel, Gerald, TIffany, siew ting and many many more: [engaging in small chat] errmmm...ok...

guess what we had steamboat before GP paper...haha...steady yea?

Feeling really stressed up now due to the approaching common test...lotsa preparations need to be done...yup...

As promised from the previous post...a little update about how i spent my chinese new year...
Went malaysia for a week...Life rather boring there other than eating, mahjonging, bowling, red box karaoke, shopping for more clothes, movies, etc...do that for a week with your family
and not your friends...eeeeee...ok lah...let's be kind..it was tolerable...when i came back from Singapore...haha...life came back to me...went visiting to friends house and i have a really shocking news to share...

Meet up with a really close group of my primary friends to visit teacher's house

When i reach toa payoh MRT control station [the meeting place] my 18 year old friend (auntie) pushed a pram with a young boy...10 months old...feeling pisst off since it was supposed to be a class outing not family outing...i asked: ehh idy, why bring your younger brother to visit Mrs tan... to my utmost horror...the boy is her son and husband is her neighbour...Conveinence huh? errmmm...sounds wrong but what i mean it is conveinent for the baby to be passed to the mother or mother in-law to take care of...

i still cannot accept the fact that she is giving ang baos to my teacher's children and the very fact that she told her son this: Aloysius, give UNCLE carry...holding and maintaining a weak smile i said: shuai ( fourth pronunciation, chinese students shld get this) uncle you mean...hehahahahaha....

ya...feeling really glad these days with the company of friends and family and ya...getting rid of the fu***** bitch off my life is my greatest load...wasted my three years...like what Pam said, there's definitely better fishes out there and definitely not YOU... rotten digusting erky fish that have a bulging fat jellyish eyes....ArGhhZZz...all the pain, effort love, had gone to the drain..unseen unfelt...you sicko perverted arse

I know the above words might sound crude and rude...but the pain that i undergone is far beyond all these scoulding man...i treated my own woud
..luckily kelvin went clubbing with me that day to let me drown all my unhappiness in the burben coke...thanks bro...

24~02~2007

2007-02-24T11:24:00.000+08:00

AIyoyo...can see how dusty the blog is becoming to get from my laziness...And ya...GUOMIN...i am blogging now...again...haha...before i start, i gotcha congratulate you for getting four connecting strikes in during our trg yesterday...go gal...

The past week had been interresting because of the festive season...Lunar new year...

My parents are rushing me to get changed now for visiting...sorrie peez...will come back real soon...Stay tuned my msn nick whenever my blog is updated...hahazzz

08~02~2007

2007-02-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

Single!!! Have not accepted the fact but definitely accepting...you sucks *pukes* muhaha...and yea...i roxS!!!

2~02~2007

2007-02-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

OMG...my schedule for every friday is packed to the brim man...lessons technically end at four...but usually by the time the clock struck three, all of us or at least me, will drag my dreadful legs to the grandstand where we will have physical education...

It's kinda of a routine that friday's PE will be reserved for physical conditioning...guess what...we ran 4.0 km today which is like enough for me to feel sick and naseau...but Leon was damn encouraging...: Go yao dong...keep it up man...a little bit more...100m, 80m, 60m...even though he is panting himself...thanks bro...erm...today assembly was more of a chit-chatting session amongst leon, shawn and me...karrisa was sitting beside me and peiling is sitting behind me...full of distractions man...haha...i was sharing with leon and shawn about tan koon ee trademark actions and how he would love to procrastinate before teaching you proper...

A typical response you would get from him if you ask a question...

For example...

ME: what's differentiation?
TKE: forcing a weak smile....followed by...ermmm, you see...this is something you should have known in secondary four...ermmm ok...you know what F(X) right...ok...you see.......
ME: looking at him anxiously for a rewarding answer...

10 minutes past...

This is usually when he will finish explaining the point well, but he will always begin with some pauses, story-telling...

Mr Liang, the young math chap was like asking me this, math test on monday, sure full marks yea? Easy test, dun worry...despite of the very fact that i am trying quite hard to solve one damn difficult complex number tutorial...

To make him feel more at home at 06S14, i anyhow picked a question and asked for his explanation...heng ah!!! he hit the head of the nail without much of a story-telling...and i kaypohly asked...ermm...u are teaching some classes now right..his response was not well-caught by my ears but nvm...

there's a blood donation drive organised by PJC students and the response was damn overwhelming...pondering if i should donate after joel was describing to me how thick the needle can be...haha...leon is told me that he is scared of needles too...haha...

today, the class celebrated the Jan and Feb babies...we have leon, ting ting, Ili, Jin etc
we started to play all sorts of funny games like cheering for 06S14, disturbing Ms Sarizah...cake smashing...though it not my birthday...still kana...Shawn, the horrible guy...go around "decorating" faces...haha...the revenge came when i asked the few guys to hold him and started painting his face with my half-eaten sardine puff....it has been long since 06S14 had so much fun...really damn happy

got back chem test...disappointing...will do my best for the next test...definitely...aniwae, yu zhen fell this eveing after bowling ends and the cut was kinda deep...this is when Doctor Chan comes in...haha...went guardian to buy an assorted antiseptic, disinfectin solution, gauze, cotton bus...etc...yu zhen was damn scared...but doctor chan promised her two seconds of suffer....and she will be done with the washing of wound...kinda scared cos it my first time handling a real person's leg...haha...but anyway...take care yea...

Had bowling today...did pretty well...top-form yea...this is why i said, i need pressure to perform...haha...just came back not long and had yet to bath...gtg soon...this weekend will be damn busy too...keep u guys updated yea...

Enjoy your weeeeeekkkennnnddd!!!!!!!!!!!

01~02~2007

2007-02-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

heyo guys!!! today was a peaceful day for me...it has been long since i can really enjoy my day in school without too much of a distractions or problems...but i guess was rather a good day for me...college ends at 12.30 and headed to queenways shopping center with SGD to buy some stuff...knowing me well enough, i bought a flip-flop which is kinda nice and that i have been eyeing for a really long time...he bought a bag too...

didn't bring or rather should i say, i forgotten to bring my handphone to school...thought it will really handicapped me...but to be optimisistic, it really free me from those distracting messages at times and ya...phonecalls...u know teenagers these days will look at their handphone everynow and then for new messages...since i don't have it, i dun look...nice one yea?

PE today was kinda relaxing...tennis...it roxs man...will pick up this sport when i have the time...ooppsss, feeling fat again...time to run...

Feelings for alot of things seemed to have faded which is good, especially those people i don't wish they had distracted me from my studies...yay!! fading? faded? but as for B...initially thought it is a hi-bye relationship...or perhaps an acquaintance...but i feel that the feeling is peaking up...muahaha...but of course i suppressed it down...HELLO? REALITY CHECK MAN...J2 le lei...hehehe...all forgotten...And i pray these three person don't message me these days for me to throughly forget them...YAY...

Been coping well with my studies...apparently for the exception of mathematics...saying about mathematics...we had a young chap who would sit in lessons...fresh graduate? perhaps...a funny incident happened between me and him....one day, the class is being broken up into some tutorial groups to discuss some question...he came up to me...and gave me a pok, perhaps he didn't know my name...should have tapped the shoulder ma...aRGghZX...aniwae...he aske me: why the way you write 8 is so FAT arh??? *stunned by such a question or should i say amazed by it* i answered with a weak smile: ermmmm!!!! Chinese bew year coming ma...8 means prosperity...must write it big enough to bring $$$ to me...hahaha...he nodded and left...

the best part had yet to come...i was going out of college with pearly...he is driving...yes he IS...so young got car le la... *JEALOUS MODE_ON* HE SAW ME...HE TURNED HIS BODY 90 DEGREES TO THE RIGHT AND WAVE AT ME...I AM LIKE...ERMMM, WHAT ABOUT THE STEERING WHELL??? funny sia...this new teacher of mine...Ahuh...Patrica khor is another nice lady who would print loads and trucks of notes for us...not to say we will read la...but at least it gave us the insurance...the feeling...you get it????haha...

kinda tired...and shall go get a bath and back to books...see ya guys...RMB TO TAGGED>>>>>

30~01~2007

2007-01-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hey hey....sorry ppl....i know it has been a decade since i blog...lots and lots of things are pouring over me and i am too overwhelmed to do anything...college started and being J2 makes me feel old, but it definitely gives me some sense of seniority...muhaha...some highlights over the past weeks...

Ahemm...i wonder to kickstart a year with a chain of illness is worth mentioning but anyway i shall say briefly...started the year with a series of cough, cold, diarrhoea and virus fever is horrible...my world is literally spinning...

Haha...as long as i recover, went clubbing with kelvin...actually club-hopping to be exact...went to on the rock and the legend...the former one definitely has left an immpressionable imprint in kelvin's life...we went in and started chatting when two girls went up to us...and we started chatting and yea kelvin was saying how the girl's mount kinabalu ( to put it crudely across, BOOBS ) decides to rest on kelvin's hand...he seem to enjoy it...haha...he is called the ostrich for god's know what reason...and i am called the giraffe...06S14 culture...everyone is an animal...

went for Sha's 18 birthday party at changi, had fun eating and chatting with zi ming...yea...dun worry so much about such trivial matter...follow your heart and do what's RIGHT...saying about birthdays...had seven friends who had decided to be born on january and had to buy lotsa present...poi kai soon...cannot born in other months??? joking joking....

And yea...my handphone dropped into long kan and had to make do with the 1 G 8310 phone...damn pai say to even take it out la...gotta change it real soon, probably before the chinese new year...actually i was using 8250, but apparently it has decided to die...so god bless me...

been troubling over karlini, yes yes as you guys now the three years girl...10 tens have passed...never felt so mentally exhausting before...but it's ok i am strong...and yea...Si jia became my lao po yesterday during our msn chat...how it happened? i wonder...ya...and now, found someone that makes me bother to think about...Oh my god!!! shouldn't be the case now man!!! J2 sia...no time...Don't digress...but i really have to praise myself this two days that i have put in effort to go woody library to study...rather productive...BGR shall get lost now...I want to forcus...but i definitely not reject if it knocks on my door...hahaha....

and ya, i was really happy to get into the bowling team...at least my effort did not go to waste...shall train even harder to achieve more....was damn frightening la...went into the conference room and they named out 12 guys and gals names that are selected...and you know what...i am number twelve that is being named out...*cold sweat sia* like what guo zhen said, like some kind of singing competition...singapore idol? like how contestants being kicked out...

got back my GP essay and was so proud of myself to be able to top the class...first time sai...over the moon is the only phase i can think off-hand...been really busy on weekends, barely had time to breathe...been taking up a strict exercise regime...PE on thurs and fris and self-initiated PE on sunday with bowling training on wednesday and friday...hope yo achieve something at the end of all this...perhaps improvement in my running and stuff...

didn't had to do PE for whole two years in secondary three and four...so gotta train extra hard to keep up with the pace of my other classmates...my 2.4 km used to be 16 mins but improved to 13.55 in the most recent run last sunday...marked improvement...Bravo Marcus...i am so proud of you...haha...

looking forward to an exciting wednesday tmr...see ya guys...hang in there it's gonna be the mids of the week le...weekends coming real soon yea?

2007-01-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

I HATE SOMEBODY TO THE CORE!!!
WASTED MY 3 YEARS!!!
ARRGGHHZZZ!!!

28~12~2006

2006-12-28T15:11:00.000+08:00

The past few days had been really enjoyable for me...with christmas around, it just spice things up even more...went overseas during christmas...unfortunately it's not snowing...

went clubbing with friends, mahjong with my khakis---yea you know who you are...spent alot of time with family and friends...felt life is so much more balanced...yup and it's at the expense of my studies...time to pull up my socks...yaya...i also had hooked on taking neoprints...thanks to ahem...it really cost me a bomb, 3-5 dollars per shooting...ouch!!!

slept over at kel's house a few nights to chat...eeeeRRrwww...do i sound like i am so loose...no NO definitely not...the group of us slept over at his house for movie marathon...uuh huh...that sounds better...my life had been rather eventful and busy---shopping haha...not studying...dun mistaken...going out really soon...

yesterday went for some auctioning dinner...OmG!!! 12 course dinner...*bloated* then head to orchard to meet my friends...i discovered some secrets of my friend or perhaps should i say, i was told of secrets of my friend which i would not want to know!!! just to shock to accept it...how could this happen to my friends...why is it this person...but nvm, i respect your choice...went out till really late like 2a.m...i hate taking a cab!!! F***ing eX....opps>>>sorry for my digusting language...yeap...hope everyone is having a wonderful vacation...

aRgHHHZZZ, this holz is the period where i really spend alot...parents didn't scould but feel bad...my family really fell in love with motorola phones this season and bought like 6 new sets this holiday...looked really cool...shall post up some photos soon...but too bad i got none...WTH!!! still using the disgusting, lagging 2G phone...

many asked what my msn nick is " i am once again cuting myself...deeper and deeper...pherhaps this is love...i dunno..." erm...what can i say? this person like what lau said is using me...but somehow i am stupid and crazy enough to like this feeling...siao right...but nvm...this person had been nice this morning...saying some really sweet things...haha...whee!!!

gtg...bye folks!!!

17~12~2006

2006-12-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

erm...saturday and sunday which is apparently today are fun although i am not out of town due to some reasons...went bowling at marina square for about 12 games and cost me a bomb...3.90/game and for such poor service, apparently gila machines etc...but i had fun...that's the main thing...

today woke up really early like 7.40a.m to meet kel and pea to go potong pasir...SUPPOSE to meet kel at my bus-stop at 7.20 but woke up twenty minutes late...haha...fall to wake up by his 20 missed calls and my alarm clock that i spend effort to set the night before...met up with them for breakfast and headed for church...

today was basically singing and stuff...three of us left half-way the service to go shop...shhhhh!!! didn't really buy anything but had fun hanging out with them...kel is daring...i am not going to say further...he will kill me...pea insisted that we take neos and reluctantly, kel and me nodded...but when the shooting begins proper, you will know why some people say guys these days are vainer than gals...had lunch and stuff and went to the lounge to relax...spent quite abit on the seafood platter and the drink, bull's eyes etc...played ?carem? and wanted to play pool but they claimed that there's problem with it??? ok...

Obviously we were not satisfied with the day's activities and went to borrow a movie NC16 and we paid 23 dollars with a portion set aside for guarantee purposes...ended up playing mahjong with his bro densen joining us...he's pro...i initially thought i was before he came...noobSSS!!! ahahaha....jkjk...

then received a call from the metro SIF guy saying that i need to attend briefing tml at 11a.m at paragon....ermm...ok...but see!!! i dyed my hair blonde...wouldn't it be funny for a guy wearing PJC uniform with blonde hair...ermmm...see if i can bluff them that i am Ang Mor...lame i know...but no way am i going to dye my hair back to black...i had it like less than 10 days...100 over dollars at monsoon...to dye back anytime before 1/1/2007??? over my dead body...

tml i also need to pick my friend back from tokyo and dinner with her...then need to go bowler's bbq by the seniors...wonder if i have the time to go for the bbq...might give it a miss...sorry pam, darren, brian and kel....

OMG!!! so busy everyday...when will i have time for work...SHITTO!!! Guodong favourite line...hahaz...

some random photos of my NYJC friends...

16~12~2006

2006-12-16T09:53:00.000+08:00

was supposed to go malaysia today...unfortunately, it's postponed because my mum have to attend a last minute urgent meeting....companies these days are so unreasonable...expect their stuff to be so readily available despite it being a five-day work week...but it's ok la...today no plans sia...maybe go shopping or out with friends again...hate last minute plans...arghhhxzz...bought a new watch yesterday...haha...love it lots...was so happy the whole day and hope to be happy forever...

15~12~2006

2006-12-15T11:51:00.000+08:00

recently patched up with this long lost friend of mine...i really wonder whether it is a blessing or curse...it should be a nice feeling where we enjoy each other's company...but it ended up as a giving--taking friendship/relationship which is very emotionally draining for me...

last day from work yesterday as i realised homework are left undone and time is running short for me...been thinking alot these days...haven't been like that for already donkey years or perhaps when dinosaurs extinct...YES!!! that's how long...i really don't wish to be in a situation where i am controlled...i want to return to my usual self...having fun with friends...mahjonging, bowling, suntanning etc. doing the things i really like...and also school...i miss school...slacking around with my classmates after lessons and the fun and laughter we indulges...

was online yesterday when shawn asked if i am alright....touched touched...haha...thanks pal...relieved after talking to you....Holidays is good but too long sucks...contradicting yea...but i really miss going back to college...especially now when i am thinking so much...holidays only provide me with more time to think, digress.....that's why i am always scheduled to the max everyday to keep myself occupied...yes...better.... alot infact...if you are reading this...it's impossible to forget...mind you...so i shall just leave it at the corner of our memory and regard ourselves as passer-bys in life...i am trying...i believe i can suceed...i nearly succeeded but why do you always have to come at the "correct" timing...i am going to heck care....enjoy school, enjoy my company with friends, enjoy my own company, enjoy shopping sprees and makaning...off you go...not going to waste time on you...i have other friends to care for...haha...little meanie...

yesterday was interesting...my colleagues were writing a card and stuffing them in my bag and they thought i knew nothing about it...haha...improve on your acting la...so damn obvious...made really nice friends there...shared alot with Bizhi...we are really jokers to do all sort of silly things...remember the pong pong 2 3 4 5 6 7 8???? haha....nicholas got a cultural shock...spare him please...he is not like us...haha...yesterday, had two lunch breaks and went with BZ and Jenn to chat about life...haha...jenn is really experienced when it comes to relationships...last day past really fast...kelvin chio me out but had already made an appointment with that freak...disappointing as usual...sorry kel...you have to go home as a result...opps....

looking forward to school again...YAY!!! to be guai boy again...sucks gotta dye my blonde hair back to BLACK again...arghhhh...

And yes, i have some photos to share...

11~12~2006

2006-12-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

I HAVE TO SAY THIS...I AM SICK AND TIRED OF WAITING AND WAITING AND GET NOTHING OUT OF IT!!! SHIT YOU!!!

Working LIFe

2006-12-09T11:10:00.000+08:00

First, i would like to apologise for not blogging for so long....secondly,i would say that this is the happiest moments in my life this year...first reason being the company at work, and secondly being able to patch up with a friend...really love the way my life is...

A typical working day of my life begins like this...

9.30a.m: wake up and realises i am late and running around looking for my clothes and stuff *making sure they are matching, you guys know me well enough...haha...*

10.00a.m: leave for work ( bus-train-bus ) and of course cursing and swearing the traffic congestion if there is one...

11.00a.m: arrive punctually for work

11.00-20.00: working, but of course i am enjoying chatting with my fellow colleagues...shimin, bizhi, lopez etc.

i wonder if it is a PJC culture to play true or dare or the very fact that these girls are seriously lacking childhood memories...they seem so happy and bursting into laughter in whatever i am saying...i wonder why...but of course we had jokingly said they are from CYSS...Below is a some chunk of stuff that is stolen from bizhi's blog...

He has been making me laugh for nearly the whole day!
I went to lunch at 2.15pm, & he join mi at 2.30pm.
I nearly die of laughing & drinking water at the same time.
Joker, joker, joker, JOKER!
Playing some kuku games wif him during e Oh-so-little-ppl period.
And losser had to do puishment, we are all so happy to see him lost;))))
He made both shimin & my wking life high!
This guy is prefectly FUNNY!

ok...i am surprise myself to know i have a little bit of humour but compared to kumar, i am miles away...haha...been thinking alot these days and wondering why i could be so miserable for a day and happy for the other...mood swings?? i dunno...but i am hoping to control it rather then letting it control me...sick and tired of it...went wheelock place the other day and so happen saw the mgs working there...my friend was saying how rude it could be not smiling to her and i am like...hello??? i don't even know her...and she literally nag nag and nag...we purposely walked back and gave an acknowlegeing smile...diao!!! haha...my colleagues, esp. shimin and bizhi have made my working life so much relaxing and we can literally chat anything under the sun...they are so open, be it men, women, lesbian...anything...they are a cool bunch of ppl....and i realised one thing, i enjoy making ppl laugh, it makes my day too...these days, i will be taking a break from work to quieten down myself...yup...see you guys...

28~11~2006

2006-11-28T09:38:00.000+08:00

managed to take the day off and take a breath...insufficient sleep, dark rings etc. you name it, i have it...this girl by the intial we gave, zaobao was weird yesterday during work...very in fact. Asked me super weirdo questions that i am lost myself...least expected or at least not from her so soon...so my usual style came upon me..., " ermm...haha...need to go toilet....hau" *making a fast escape to toilet* haha...nice one yea? haha...going kayaking later before hitting the books for the first time and of course i will see my mood after kayaking before thinking if i should study...heard from tat that sarizah might follow us up...so is it tay or sari ??? but it's ok, i love suprises, will find out that day itself on 2nd jan yea? seem rather normal in term of my mood these days...no fluctuation which is good...hope it will continue to be like that...yesterday's work was rather enjoyable...everything i said, my colleagues will laugh....i wonder is it me that is funny or is it they are abit hysterical?? haha...the latter seemed more right....

27~11~2006

2006-11-27T09:17:00.000+08:00

oh...it's long since i last updated...sorry guys...saying so, i just have to say working just takes up all the time now...physically demanding job such that you have to stand for eight hours...still trying to get use...gtg...running late for work le...gonna update real soon yea? haha...

22~11~2006

2006-11-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

was suppose to be working today but had to attend my sister's graduation ceremony at Ritz Carlton...last minute had to take the day off...and poor wei li has to stand in to relieve me...kinda shy and introvert but hopefully you are doing fine...rushed down to brief him this morning and headed to city hall to attend the ceremony...she did us proud by getting top 15 in singapore...you go girl...haha...many find graduation a happy occasion but i do beg to differ...to me, it is rather sad occasion as it marks the end of your studyinpath which is suppositedly be the best time of your life where you can really enjoy....graduation also makes the beginning of a new chapter: the working life...currently she is already working with an accounting firm as an auditor...back to what i was saying...only when you begin working, you are truely facing the real meaning of life, the obstacles in life...conversely, if you can make the best out of it...it will definitely be a time you would enjoy most...feeling blue these days...trying my best to be happy!!! :-))))

20~11~2006

2006-11-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

yozz...today was the best day of the week...i would say...the day started nicely with me going for my bowling training at chevron...it's nice to meet up with GZ, khai, kel etc. after so long...since it was our formal training of the year...the coach set aside most of the time for proper games instead of pratising spares etc. the coach himself even joined us for games...first time...Ezekial did really well...he got seven straight strikes in a row...and that literally make many jaw-dropped...haha...we went IMM for lunch with the usual bowling gang peez and chatted more than we eat...we splitted after lunch into two groups, one many to rent VCDs for the movie marathon while the other is in charge of buying snacks...i belong to the latter group...walked under the rain...damn nice despite the fact that i am already down with a cold and cough...it really daring of me...haha...bought alot of snacks and we actually went hik house to get some stuff...her mum was so hospitable and were constantly bringing food to us...haha...we were like Diao...too much...haha...we played mahjong, watched American pie, the shutter (half-way).......left earlier with kelvin for dinner at jurong point, quite a sudden decision cos we were thinking of eating at home...chatted men's stuff throughout the long long journey home...like clubbing, gals...etc....haha...that's some much i can say...haha...

20~11~2006

2006-11-20T09:09:00.000+08:00

today took off because there is bowling training...think i am the only one going cos some going OBS, some oversea, working etc... guess what, i am suppose to reach there by 10.30 and i am still home now...apparently i will be late cos i am staying at YCK-hougang while the training is held at jurong...haha...feeling lethargic and guess will be taking a taxi half-way before changing to a bus...haha...today's training will contain an extra significance to it....first being the last official ( i say official because i am very sure i will be bowling unofficiallyon my own ) training for the year and also to see ezekial off....what a waste...he is a nice cap...but all thanks to the education system is singapore....so strict la...arGhhZz...anyway...got to be running along before i am fine for being 10 mins late....*zoom*

19~11~2006

2006-11-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

today was kinda my off-day cos i have hikari standing in for work for me today...haha...so went out with friends and parents...went visiting too....today was one of my relative's son "guo da li", i don't know what it is called in english but basically, it a traditon where the groom actually goes to the bride's house to send some jewelleries, pastries...etc...saw how big the diamond were and i literally went jaw-drop...but to retain some class....i chose to say...oh, it's beautiful and walked away...haha....the two jack russell at their house were hyper-active...keep licking me...infact it actually lick my lip too...*sob sob* i gave my first to..........................................a dog??? haha...went to wash immediately...arGhhZZ...walked to orchard after that, they live quite near orchard...at airveiw tower? yup...then went to do some shopping with parents...my mum spent a bit to attend my sister's graduation ceremony on 22 and i did benefited...bought myself a nice shirt, bag and hugo boss perfume...when i get my pay...i am going to buy a new wallet...yay...it's kinda old-looking as said by my friend...ahem ahem...try searching one from guess this afternoon...but dun have...shit!!! it's ok...went to check out hikari to check if she is adapting well and stuff and some administration stuff since my bro is busy with other outlets and i have to keep the show running...Hikari and company asked if i wana join them at seoul garden this evening...but ka, cannot sia, not feeling well...cough and cold...i know!!! weird combi...ahha...yup...saw leon this afternoon too at food republic...but i think he's not wearing his spectacles la...had trouble finding me...haha...heard that the class is having a number of outings this month but many are working...yup...NY peez are having their chalet cum bbq tml...but i will give it a miss since tml already promised to go bowling and movie marathon at her house...came home after visiting hikari...she is doing fine...better than i expected...GOOD!!! keep it up man...was catching up with penny earlier on about her attachment and she seem to like it...except for the very fact that the paper cutting machine has given her a big fright...other than that...she is doing fine...from her voice, can hear how excited she is going to taiwan this thurs...she is going for a week man...shiok...poor me had to be working...haiz...enjoy yourself man...ha...so much about me...was kinda bad mood today...and had to buy things to make me happy...was talking with hikari over tea and she was saying, "bad, bad...this is bad..." she told me to be happy was to stop buying...like real...haha...but i am happy she said my shirt was nice...haha...although she said my new bag's colour weren't that nice...but it's ok...i love it...good enough!!! haha...bowling tml will be our last official bowling too...sad sad...it will also be the last day our captain will be with pjc, he is leaving...he is a nice chap...remember when i first went for bowling trials...how afraid i was...he actually calmed me down...i wish u all the best in your future endeavour...take care lots...there's a surprise in store for you tomorrow...haha...shhh!!! don't ask...it's meant to be a surprise...

17~11~2006

2006-11-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

Working full-time now...and might not have the luxury to blog as and when i want to...i hate promoting products...they make my legs ache cos such a job who require you to stand for at least eight hours and up...as u guys might have known, i worked in this shopping mall when more than 80% of the shoppers are caucasians...and especially when they don't speak american english which i only know....i would have problem understanding what they are asking me...hence in most cases, i would tell that person this, " oh...sorry, our shop don't carry this product..." typical answer...today had been a really busy day for me...managed to sell out at least 50 boxes of my products and the managers said i am office-ppl-killer...haha...need to copy two product list cause there's some last minute amendments to the price which makes me busy and occupied for almost 3 hours...time passed really fast...enjoyed my time spent there....hope u guys are enjoying your holidays too...do share with me your holidays plan...haha...tata...

16~11~2006

2006-11-16T10:30:00.000+08:00

yup...heading for bowling training soon...but maybe not at CSC...distance is the factor...read the email that Tat sent...rather A lei...but there was a good twist to it...A few questions to share:

Teacher: You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.
Boy.: Tent

Teacher: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first.
Boy.: Wedding Ring

Teacher: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy.: Nose
Teacher: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy.: Arrow

Teacher: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?
Boy.: Firetruck

Teacher: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you dont get it u have to use ur hand.
Boy.: Fork

Teacher: What is it that all men have one of it's longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?
Boy.: SURNAME

Teacher: What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love ?
Boy.: HEART.

Is it me that is thinking too much or other answers come to our minds when given such questions??? *chuckles*

15~11~2006

2006-11-15T23:36:00.001+08:00

Heyo!!! been rather busy these days...for those of you who know...i am training hard on bowling with my dad at CSC these days...he has taken a few days off and we both thought bowling might be quite enjoyable yea...have been going there for three consecutive days...i think...pratising and stuff...but rather inconsistent...aRgHZZ!!! looking at my fingers now...they are rather red and swollen...we booked more than 20 games at a go...DiAo!!! First time in my life, i perspire after i bowled...damn tiring...today...erm...i bowled 15 games??? After bowling session...went shopping with friends as usual...makaning too...cash running low...thanks to my parents for not resuming my OCBC card for me after that incident...will be starting work soon...this friday..so i should be giving chemistry make-up tutorial a miss...do help me tell mrs jasimah if you guys read this post yea...thanks...Had a talk with hikari earlier on and she told me that our school choir is having an outdoor performance at orchard, paragon...might be dropping over toy support our fellow pioneers if i am free...tried cooking a meal for the family today...and it turned out quite decent...haha...i am a SELF_ACCLAIMED pro...DiaO!!! been rather happy these days enjoying my life and heard my friends from other CTs be able to get promoted on 14~12~2006...some have to leave, unfortunately...you guys might no longer be there but the friendship shall stay... take care peez...down with a sore throat...ARgHHZZ!!

Kinda like the song buttons by pussy cat dolls...below is a video of their pics and the song buttons!!!

14~11~2006

2006-11-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

today is the day...the day where those students under pending for promotion would receive their results...Really pray for my friends that they can make it...06S14 would not be complete without them...yesterday was rather an eventful day...went breakfast with ting and diana before heading for bowling training at chevrons...and yup...i bought a bowling ball le...nice shades of green and red that metallic too....haha...guess my ball is the only one that's metallic...cool...i find it really gorgeous..hikari, pam and me were joking that the ball is the baby of hikari and pam's ball since my ball seem a mixture of the colours of their balls...Coach asked me the price and was astonished by the very fact that it's cheap...haha...i reaped consumer's surplus...yaya...yesterday was my first time using the ball and coach kickstart by literally throwing my ball into the lanes and claimed that's testing with the lanes...ting and i shared the ball...coach said the ball seemed to suit ting more...i am like diao lor...haha...then i strike the next frame and that should shut his mouth...but yesterday was my day...did pretty well with a score of 146...and coach actually gave a clap...i was over the moon...not literally though...haha...still striving towards my one-time high score of 176....trying...training...Went to met my friends later after the training and we headed to MDIS, my mum company for lunch and also to plant the ball...wanted to go somewhere else to have fun...but it's closed...but we had fun arcading and dining in ya...we went for a buffet dinner which really cost us a bomb...but all of us had fun yea??? that's what that's more important...I am sure our friendship...the four of us will be strengthened after this outing and our next outing that's coming real soon...kinda neglected and drifted away from my secondary school friends or perhaps all of us are really busy...will catch up with the bro's gang soon...yesterday was eventful and yet a time to catch up with stuffz...really enjoyed your company yesterday...remember our 'zhong ji hao ma' ma? haha...the strawberry stuffed ice-cream were nice too yea...haha...Looking forward to the next outing...WE ROX...WHEE!!!!

BeCaUsE oF yOu--kElLy cLaRkSoN

2006-11-11T11:50:00.000+08:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you I
never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

11~11~2006

2006-11-11T11:30:00.000+08:00

*yawns* going to malaysia again...AGAIN for those who knows...guess i would have to give sentosa a miss....damn wasted!!! This weekend would be spent in malaysia and blogging might be a tough stuffz...so i am blogging a long one now to compensate...hopefully it's long...a little details about yesterday's OP...06s14 peez were the second group to present in their respective classrooms...and the rain began to fall when the first presenter starts to speak and stops when the fifth presenter was ending...thanks man...haha...headed to cck Lot 1 for dinner...pizzza hut...chatted and really feel that the class or rather the silence is golden peez is bonding once again...really happy...gordon and elson wanted to try something NEW...they added cheese into their mushroom soup but it ended up as what we called cheesy soup caused the whole bottle is almost used up...haha...penny as usual was the one who kana suan...but she seemed to enjoy it very much...haha...Gd and me wanted to ask kumar along but since he had an appointment...too bad then...but it's ok..the class is organising many activities...yesterday reached home was literally spent gluing my eyes to the computer...blogging, watching you-tube etc...heard from peez that naruto-a jap anime...is quite interesting...but hadn't had a chance to watch it...yea...think will spend the weekend in malaysia eating eating and eating...maybe i would do some shopping when my parents weren't around...you guys know why ya...haha...spending over-budget...Hopefully this trip to malaysia would be a new experience for me...but somehow i don't know why whenever i passes the causeway at woodlands...i feel relieve...that all my stress and whatever is left there for good...psychological comfort??? i dunno... And lastly to you...sorry for being so inconsiderate with my words! it hurts all...sorry...

bbq cum chalet updates

2006-11-10T20:17:00.001+08:00

heyzz...i have a really nice blog song...because of you by kelly clarkson...really fell in love with it...yup yup...been really busy these days...with work and play...went out with friends almost the whole day yesterday...yes the day before OP...diaO!!! but nvm...enjoyed myself very much...as i was saying half-way about being cheated by shawn, kun tat and leon *couldn't believe it_roll eyes_haha* yup...when i alighted the cab that day and was heading towards the bbq pit...saw them, but they far ahead of me...typical of me, i decided to call them instead of running after them...that's when i appreciate technolgy for once...haha...shawn LIED to me that he was arguing with the class for swallowing or throwing all the firestarters...i was hesitant to believe him at first...but his cries told me otherwise...i then asked kun tat what happened...he ADDED to the lie by saying shawn actually threw the charcoal too...i knew they were lying...then i called for leon...knowing he is a good person who doesn't lie *ahem*, he told me it was for real...i took his words and only realised i was fooled...damn pai seh... how could i believe so...goondu me...but was really funny when i thought back...the bbq session was fun and we had the privilege *ahem thrice...kidding lah* of having Mr Tan and wife to be around...they were nice ppl...spontaneous too...haha...heard Mr tan's dai di and bluff skills were superb...haha...and i didn't know they live around bishan area till they asked me for a ride home...but as i was staying overnight...i didn't...it will be akward too...had fun with diana, kumar, shawn, alina, alvin and joel...we were playing cards, drinking a little arcading etc till 3.30 when we (alina, me and joel) went into the tent to seek refuge and recharge ourself...poor peez who had to stay in the rain outside the tent all nite juz becos of us...so sorry about it...Alina tuned in 98.7 f.m and joel was grumbling how he couldn't sleep with it and how Alina actually ignored it...was damn funny...someone snored...loud enough to make me realised it...haha...tired huh!! haha...went breakfast @ Mac...and Alina suggested to do something and we decided on blading...they weren't sure how to blade and was asking me how to...ermm....i barely can prevent myself from falling only loh...not pro...haha...left early for OP...but was cancelled cos two members didn't come...arGhhZ...could have blade longer...and wasted my "half-way" cab fare...Alina learned fast but poor alina had ALOT of mosquito bites cos she was wearing shorts...saw a few mosquito but was too akward...you know...ok...you should see her classic fall...she held onto the railing when she was about to fall but the funny thing was she actually flew thru' the railing and onto the grass and mud...errmmm...shld i laugh???
The outing had bonded the class to some extent and is really excited to this sunday outing at ?Sentosa? and clubbing at ministry of sound...whee!!! we are bonding...GOOD!!! OP today was smooth for me though i think i performed poorer during the actual thingy as compared to the rehearsals...answer the question relatively well...i think???

hmmm...and with regards to whoever who asked me about that question...i am really lost for words for a moment but do forgive me cos i am sorry i am rather straightforward with my answers cos i didn't want to waste your time and my time...millions of sorries yeh????

8~11~2006

2006-11-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

shall keep my entry short and sweet...went to class bbq cum chalet on mon...went swimming in the morning with friend and went for suntanning (a more specific reason) before heading bbq...hahaz...met up with Kumar and GD at marina square to get some stuffz and headed bbq...most peez were there...but kana cheated by Shawn, kuntat and leon...ARGHHZZZ!!! will feed the details on bbq and chalet soon....really late now...nitez to all...

06~11~2006

2006-11-06T10:08:00.000+08:00

going for a swim now...followed by class chalet for 2D1N...YAY!!! 06S14 first official class outing!!! Thanks Diana for the Effort!!!

03~11~2006

2006-11-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

today is my mother tongue paper...* raging with anger* though it was easy...have confident for my essay as well as list. compre and oral which i believe can pull up my grades...but i actually lost 12 marks for question 1.1 which is well-known for its simplicity...WTF!!! i wouldn't forgive myself if i don't get an A.....*back to my normal self* but i guess that's life...nothing to complain nor groan about since it's HOLzzzz...wheee which also means a time for me to catch up with my zzzzzzzzzz....haha...will be working this weekend to supplement my shopping expenditure...for some of you who know...my ATM card got terminated by my parents for spending *ahem* in three days...arghhzzz...i am going mad!!!

02~11~2006

2006-11-02T09:20:00.000+08:00

SHIT!!! i haven't study for mother tongue...but today will be going to WRL with my house rabbit, tat...and friends to mug *ahem...hopefully we mug* ...pearly's blog kana spammed...sighz...hope she dun get too sad over it...not worth your time...It's time for you to forcus on your paper tomorrow and not over such stuff now...btw enjoy your piano trial today...hopefully you make it...going to prepare to go soon...my hair, clothes, accessories undone...arghhh...off i go...

1~11~2006

2006-11-01T17:42:00.003+08:00

woke up with a splitting headache!!! the sky looks like it's gonna rain before i head for a nap...and it looks exactly the same when i woke up...hahaha...guess like the sky...moody...there are things i need to sort out as soon as possible before it worsen...and i guess that would only take place after my chinese paper...hate the fact my life is so messy...will get things back on track as soon as possible...wish me luck !

01~11~2006

2006-11-01T14:39:00.000+08:00

Holz started...technically...but we are ever busy with work...Mother Tongue 'A' lvls is coming but i am only 20% done with my revision...does flipping thru' pages counted revising? that's how my 20% came about...had a few bowling sessions with my dad...it's long since we went out to bowl...he is really good even he claims (ahem...) *clearing my throat* to not play for more than 3 years plus...haha...feeling really sluggish these days...wonder why...my goodness, i seem to have this extraordinary feeling to this person these days...*wake up plz...exams coming* aRGhhZZ!!! I am disgusted by my own thoughts!!! WTF! Enough of it...hmmm...i went for an interview to be a tuition teacher yesterday...the children were very warm...while i was filling up the form...more than 20+ students crowd around me...making me feel i am like some BABOON in the zoo...actually i also have that kinda superstar feeling *thinking too much* the interviewer is rather confirmed with my application...but teaching can be quite a stressful job...first day must act fierce to those primary students or else kana bully...haha...or maybe i should bribe them with Toblerone!!! these days, kids find kit kat cheap skate...Materialistic!!! that will be my part time job for this holz, will be working with motorola too...my bro's lobang...but kinda guilty cos i might neglect my studies as a result...any suggestions??? went out yest. and study chinese a little too...dun feel the stress though it's a national exam...wonder why? ppl whom i know haven't started and some better still...no intention to start...hahaz...pro sia...i have a few friends who are exempted, Pam is one of them...enjoying your holz ya? PEILING too...hate you...jkjk...haha...she is reading a novel while we were studying...good life... *kaypoh_mode_on* just wondering how come pearly and tat are so united is knowing more about me...you guys???ermm??? haha....juz kidding!!!! going to sleep now...yes at 2.50p.m...very shacked!!!

31~10~2006

2006-10-31T10:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday, we went back to college to get our result slips...and my overall grade weren't that good afterall...cos my mid-yr grades pulls it down...but it's ok...promoted is my sole concern...shall strive for better grades...Unfortunately, Eleen and Kumaran's promotion is under pending *praying hard for them* We went to coffee bean for a chat and all of us seem ok...we then went shopping...haha...Eleen have to leave early for tuition...and kumaran, hikari and me meet up more a drink and a FEW sessions of bowling... (2-7p.m) haha...went banquet for dinner after that...they have a wide variety of food there...and hikari started to ask why my face seem so moody...this is when i couldn't take it anymore and became really emotional...haha...so embarrassed...but it's ok...guess it was a wonderful time spent and looking forward to more outing like that....

2006-10-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

28~10~2006

2006-10-28T11:33:00.000+08:00

After promos...my lifestyle seem to take a different path....relax...always partying, clubbing, mahjong"ing" etc. i barely have time to study for my 'A' level mother tongue examination...shittt!!!!

guess will do something about it before history repeats itself...scary...remember i did really really well for my 'O' lvls prelim...7As...i think....slogged day and night...literally...so during the 30 days break...i really gave myself 10++ days of break, and even if i am studying...it's just flipping thru'....and how i manage to leave four pages of my physics paper blank and two pages of my chemistry papaer blank...stupid me...arghhh...it's a miracle for me to make it to a JC...haha...

was catching up with my cousin the other day who is in CJC...she didn't managed to get promoted...and it's the first time i felt lost...really...especially when the following day i am getting back my results...will i get retained??? *unsure* ...remember the other day, i went to lounge with this friend of mine and we were discussing about results and stuffxz...the mood seemed so dampened by all these...but all these are over...no matter what happens...a new chapter shall begin for all of us...

Taking this opportunity to wish everyone who is doing their 'A' lvls mother tongue next friday...all the best...we can do it...hope to get a A though...*wish me luck* haha...

as i was mentioning on my previous posts...i was trying to upload the nicex photos i took with Alina and Eleen during the open house...but i don't know WTF is going on with my digi. camera...what the hell!!!Alina is pressing on the photos le....sorry pal...will get it uploaded asap...

tell you guys something...two days ago...after a long and jerky journey home via bus...i saw a handicap man walking up a long flight of stairs...many ppl saw it but choose to ignore...i then asked myself, "should i help?" as i was crossing the road halfway le...and thinking that to hag care might be quite bad, so i turned and went to offer my help...guess what...i said, " Uncle, need my help?"

the uncle replied, " Ah Di ahh, i lost $1.70 but IT"S OK...you wan 2 buy something from me?????." " Eermm, i said no initially..." and he went on and on rattling how he lost $1.70 and continue saying it's ok for more than thrice...being soft hearted, i took out my wallet and gave him 20 bucks to buy some stuffx that he needs...

he replied saying," LV wallet arh...nice hor...next time dun give me money hor...i cannot take one..." while saying so, he actually put the notes into his pocket without any form of rejection...so contradicting...haha...i then offered my help and he said it's ok...he used to climbing....chao turtle...felt cheated...but nvm...i feel really good after helping someone...really good feeling...and thinking such a small sum of money can actually make a difference to others life...and how much i spend on a cloth, shoe and stuffx that cost alot more ...it's really a waste of money...haha...but that's life...materialistic...and before helping that ah pak...i was in a bad mood...and blaming how unfortunate i am...but seeing him makes me feel how lucky i am and there i am complaining...

and PEARLY just called and wanted to know about my love life with that someone...ahemm...kapok queen...haha...Juz kidding lah...i promise i will mention in this post...ok...the answer is nothing is b/w us...serious...you think too much...too much... and please brush up your chinese...ask me "zi janing" and i had a hard time understanding...arh....haha...you enjoy your worms infested wounds and arrow pierced bodies during your first aid course ya...
Nah...joking...take care...we can be colleague in bishan...YAY...

28~10~2006

2006-10-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

It's 12:50a.m...and i am back not long ago...went "MAHJONGING" (bear with my "england") at Pamela's house with Gerald, Samantha, Malvin (ACJCian guy), Nicholas, Megan, Darren, Hikari....Was damn fun....we can't bare to leave and made a thousand and one excuses to stay...we are also hooked to the word-guessing game...and we are always saying that this's the last card and we are going home after that...apparently, we played more than 50+++ cards after we said that...typical....Hikari baked brownie...yum yum...but ended up as mountain-rock as she named cos the brownie broke into a hundred piece in her attempt to flip it over (kungfu woman in the house...haha)...but it was nice...thanks ya...and not forgetting Pam's Ah Gong who went out to buy dinner for us...so nice of him...Samantha, Malvin and I took a walk (more than that if you read on) at orchard b4 heading Pam's house and i can declare something...if you think i am picky with my choice of clothes, accessories and shoes combination...i have found my match...MALVIN...knew him only today...everyone calls him my twin brother for the common "interestl" we share...muhaha...he is damn shy...didn't really talk to him...we spent amost 30~45 mins trying out the clothes at topman and splurge a total of 270++...went to St' Andrew earlier to change my t-shirt too...today i spend the most on taxi...about 39+??? maybe...and not forgetting to thank Gerald for providing us the best entertainment (ahem ahem) when we were playing mahjong...remember the groaning and moaning aka orgasmic sound....haha....And only today i realised there's a Pioneer mall...cool! Bowlers Rox...Tml will also be a fun-filled day for me...wheee!!! going to downtown east to support my friend who is taking part in some pageant thingy and then to Escape theme park...my first time there...(call me a moutain tortoise) haha...excited and looking forward to the rides...have one more ticket...any takers??? FREE!!! (not to imply you are cheap skate) but why not join in the fun if you are free...Wondering why i am so awake today at this time...would have gone to lala land by this time...Sugar high? Let the bowlers ROX the House!!!

27~11~2006

2006-10-27T11:50:00.000+08:00

Today woke up rather late and was trying to familarise myself with the template thingy in this blog...haha...today gonna be a fun-filled day for me...will be going off soon to buy a new phone for someone...then meeting up with my secondary school friends to chill...haha...and the most exciting thing has yet to come and that's MAHJONG with my JC bowlers in the evening...haha...YAY!!! i have also hit my first 100 visitors of this blog in 3 days...YAY!!!

26-10-2006

2006-10-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today i was rather chirpy cos it's the last day of school...hahaz...MANY ppl "pon" school....i wasn't any better, though i came to school, i "pon" two lessons...ha...the feeling is rather good... Math lecture today was boring...GD and me was on our way to LT2 and were deciding wheather shld we skip the lecture depending on whose's the lecturer...It was Mrs Wong...and we wanted to "pon" but who knows as we were about to turn and walk away...she asked,"Why are you standing outside?" We just smiled sheepishly back to her....looks like we have no choice but to attend...and ya...we detoured the canteen a little b4 deciding to go back to the LT...I can tell you 06S14 allocated seats were the first two rows of the LT...and to our horror...when GD and me went in, there is like only one pathetic student and 30++empty seats...Without me saying, you shld have guessed correctly who is the one who attended all lectures diligently le ba? haha...that's right...ELSON...Model student man...ha...Mrs Wong asked why we were late...and we fake out some OBS meeting...haha...silly her...BLAH...haha...GP was a interactive time...i think...nothing much...chatted with Shiyi almost half of the period...hope that everything is fine now ye! ha...(It's normal...i guarantee)...was kinda lethargic...so decided to "pon" the last two lessons to head home for a nap...but who knows i saw ST and GB on my way home...and we decided to go bowl a few games but we bowled more than a "FEW"games...(you know wat i mean)...bowling is addictive...then went shop (window-shopping) and tried getting my colour wax...combed the whole of westmall but to no avail...sorry pals...YAY...the bowler's are having an array of activities tomorrow...i can only make it for the MAHJONG session at PAM's house...cos i am going to town earlier in the day...yup...shall end here....LOOKING FORWARD to mahjong tml...YAY... :-)

2006-10-25T09:58:00.000+08:00

opps! decided to pon school today cos i think there's nothing much today *hopefully*! missed bowling but it's ok, will still have it on friday! The bowlers' outing---laser quest, bowling and not forgetting MAHJONG!!! ha...Samantha, you will be coming right? Saying about her, she's damn pro...all the "pong", "hu" and stuffz just comes so naturally to her...but me...haha...abit turtle (slow, i mean)... will be going to vivocity later (my first time), to buy two birthday presents for my secondary school friends though the main aim is actually to shop for myself...haha...But mayb i am still an amateur to "ponning" school, the thought just kinda make me feel uneasy...very in fact...afraid might get spotted by that AUNTIE (you know who ya?) and start interrogating me!!!

Heard from my nanyang friends that they are organising a bbq for 0606 ppl...the june outing was damn fun...shall pose some photos soon....

A NEW PAGE COMES A NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE!

2006-10-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...actually wanted to let you guys know my previous blog addz...but there's too much things to CENSOR (as i always say), and partly because i am too lazy to do it and hence, i just started up a new one....Two events that i deemed worth mentioning---Pioneer Junior College Open House a.k.a Pioneer Amplified...*ahem*...and the promos result...My class did bbqing, and the sale of ice-pops etc. Initially, there's alot of disagreement, but we managed to work as one and earned a profit of 100++...yay! Took lotsax photos and videos which will be posted soon!!!
And ya...something very funny happened when Alina, Zayim, Elson and me went out to buy some stuffz...(sure kana scoulded by Alina for saying this...haha) , we forgot to buy satay sticks and some pizza sauce thingy...so after buying, we headed back to school and while we were crossing the road, Zayim SCREAMED!!! and guess wat, it's not because anyone is going to kana knocked down by a car or wat...but Alina stepping onto a chameleon...Alina then started wiggling around, that guy (chameleon) then stood that not moving...then as we were about to cross the road AGAIN...he decided to "ga jiao" Elson...And as a matter of fact, he looked down with a philosophical look and walked away calmly...Zayim, as always was SCREAMING (arhhhhhh!!!!) ...And you should hear how Alina describe how she accidentally *ahem* stepped onto him and how soft and slimy he is...ha...
Still learning how to meddle with my digital camera! ha...Next is my promotional results...hmm...did quite badly for my mid-year and was too demoralised for words but yesterday's promotional results prove one thing...hardwork pays off!!! Congrats to all who did well!!! O6S14 roxs!

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